yet im afraid of ms sia and mr wong. what am i gonna do? follow my heart and ignore the consequences? i dont think i can do it yet i want to run the house comm. cheeri wanted to get dsa students in band to sign the petition in letting us join either house comm or councilors. however, it kind of failed because some of us were afraid of getting into trouble. plus, i think mel oh told mr wong about it. can a miracle please happen so that mr wong will change his mind and let me join house comm? i'll promise to go for band if band ever clashes with house meeting. sighs.... i do not hope to be phobos captain, secretary would be fine since i want to be as hot as bibi (:
i am one step closer becoming part of the house comm by being the house rep of 414..
i only got to know that house leaders have to be elected by their house people today. which means, i have to rally in front of them getting votes. oh my god lar. never in my life have i ever thought that i would be on stage, talking, trying to get votes. i have always looked up to those who has the courage of doing so, and now, its my turn. faints. what if no one votes for me? oh gosh lor. somebody save me..


my fear has gone. my relationship with 414 has turned better. ive started to talk to them more than usual and im really happy! geog is also going on a field trip to UK. it costs $3100 for 11 days. compared to econs, which costs $2800 for 7 days excluding lunch, geog is really a better choice. however, if i go for geog, there wont be kaiwei, syaf and so on..
cheeri says that dsa students can join house comm! im so happy. i'll go crazy for phobos.
9th april is the day of syf for tkgssb. im so worried for you guys can? my gan cheong-ness is worse than my own syf lor. heard that kuanling was sacked in front of the whole band. cool. ap gal. yucks.
i saw xin 4 times today. kaiwei blur blur de lor, cant even spot him when they are at the same bus stop. he didnt style his hair today, which made him more boy boy than ever. cute (:
i went out with hottie bibi and kiddie kaiwei today. i had a great time with them (: i had to bring balloons out with me and on my way to dohby ghaut, many people were looking at me.. so paiseh. its okay if the petals of the flower didnt burst when i stepped out of home. but when i was at buangkok already, the petals were left with 2 only. i wanted to give a nice one to bibi :( we went to swensons for lunch and we ordered earthquake for bibi. oh my god. the icecream was so filling. i have to go for an extreme diet again. i saw a very nice bag at heerens. i wanted to buy it but had no money :( i want my pay desperately! i want to get a new pencil case too. =x
kaiwei got through as a primary school kid with this card where you can purchase 2 HL milk for $1.40 only. bibi and i were laughing our heads off at 7-11 can?! she's so small and cute. lol.
i love the stuff at precious thotz! i so want a boyfriend so that he can get me the sweetest things there lor.. when will my mr ri

pictures depict the fun and joy we had together....

the birthday girl <3

i love earthquake

we all hate cherries and whipped cream

the disgusting mixture of icecream

can u see the star over there?

in the toilet of meridien..

bleah~

orientation is finally over! phobos got second losing to triton by ONE point. but still, phobos HOT sia~ being attached to another og is fun because you can get to know more people, but its rather difficult to mix into your own cg. joel and i had to xiang yi wei ming because we do not know the people in our cg wel. its bloody sad. but i guess there's some improvement between me and 414. i pray hard that it'll get better.. 414 is very different from 411. sighs. i miss the old 411...

yol left mj le.. :(


michelle got into the first round of CSS. hope she'll get into top 10 then i can officially become her agent. (:

yays. going out with bibi and wei tomorrow. <3

my buddies <3

jane and i with XIN..

i miss xin..... GO WATCH NJC COUPLE DANCE AT YOUTUBE.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CuM7BBeeHls&NR

the one doing those breakdance is the guy's part..
after watching.. mj's couple dance is like nothing..
i went back to tkgs yesterday. i really miss them lots especially my dearest sec 4s. i enjoy being a flautist with them the most (: although you guys keep stopping me from eating my food because i always claim them to be fattening, i still love you all. <3>you guys still rock okay.
we had supposedly cg outing today at the ecp, but only 5 of us turned up - me mango michelle siyin and syaf. seriously, the most successful cg outing was only the bbq at jeremy's place. but i guess, after the march holidays, it would be rather difficult for the first 3 months of 07s411 to meet up. everything would change. no matter what, i still had fun today. we played ddr and there was this primary 2 gal who could dance so well. according to michelle, she visits to the arcade everyday. where are her parents man. i tried the motorcycle race thing, its so funny. i won mango. haha. we went cycling after that. i did not get burnt. so sad. i wanted to get tan.

its pictures again...

me and mango on the bike

mango me michelle

me and siyin stopping mango from jumping down. michelle bo cham.

the jump (:

the cutie sheena.. lols.


michelle (future superstar) and me. support her on sat at hdb hub for ccs!! =P

models...

where life and death start..

the 5 of us (: the wind is so strong...

on the bike...

Monday, March 12, 2007

i shall start of with pictures...

day one

day two

day three

day four

the bunch of kiddos

the logistics guy

sijia the cashier for 4h and my boss behind

i enjoyed the 4 days with you guys (:

i dont like IT shows at suntec convention hall. the place is too squeezy. its alot worser than expo. i was quite slack this time round compared to sitex. i love having my cousins to be at the show with me because they'll look after me, buy food for me and give me sweets. <3
most of my colleagues are not happy with chris. i know that his attitude sucks towards customers at times but sometimes, you wouldn know how sucky you can get. ohwells, he's nice to me and sijia still.
daniel is like awesome, like wow like totally freak me out. A-W-E-S-O-M-E. awesome daniel, totally. he paid for our meal at newyork newyork with his visa can? claps claps.

mass dance training was tiring especially tired after working. i was called upon the stage to dance. embarrassment. stupid zul. i'll remember this. apparently, me twin and ws were called up together. 3 out of 5 on stage were tkgians. i have no idea why i was sabo-ed.




you'll never know how disappointed i am with you. your right, i have the right to be angry with you. seriously, i am angry. i expected you to come, if curfew was the reason, you should not have said that you wanted to see me home. if i did not tell you i was having supper with my friends, you would have came. do you know how i felt when my friends all said forget get it, and you replied me forget it as well. dont apologize for what has been done. its too late for all the sorry.

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

this is gonna be a short and sweet entry before i go to bed early for my work tomorrow.

i went out yesterday with my lovely s411, or maybe just me, mango, syaf, cheryl, nicole, jon, jeremy, benjamin and wenru. jon was late despite him saying that we shall not be late. we went to watch 'the pursuit of happYness' which i thought was a rather good show. it would be better if its mother and daughter, for sure i'll cry. lols. we took many photos at the rooftop, yays. mango and i then set off for technical training. seriously, even if i didnt go for the training, i would still be able to sell well. i also didnt go for the first training and i still did relatively well. that trainer really resembles shiqi, but sadly, she wasnt her mother.

today was a long day. talks talks talks, 2h of ogl meeting, and I CANT FIT INTO MY CONVERSE SHOES! im so bloody pissed. i thought my feet is quite small what, can squeeze in de lor.. sobsob. i want a nice double tongue shoes. my nickname for my phobos shirt is ESTAR. i wanted sheestar, so its like she's the star. but i'll have to add a S inside which is weird so ESTAR is nicer.. (:

photos time!


the gals at the rooftop of vivo...

cheryl's, mango's and mine!

the usual pose of nicole...

formal.

informal. im so sorry ben for pushing so hard.

Monday, March 05, 2007

3rd march
i went to new york new york to celebrate jeje's bdae. twin was right, the birthday ambience there is really great. to my surprise, we're all gonna celebrate our birthdays there. the making of candy floss was so fun. but i made me kind of full before i had meal. the cake for jeje did not taste great. chocolate lemon mousse, never try that again. tkgs has nurtured us into people who can sing and scream at high pitch. i think that our birthday song was like the loudest and highest among the others and our screams were like ohmygod. finally got to see weeshan's bf, who is in phobos. ive never seen him in lectures before seriously.

4th march
i had to wake up extra early to accompany mummy to the market as i had training at simlim at 1045. but as expected, mango and i were late. chris made me stood with weicang as we were the OLD part-timers. we're not OLD can? we just worked for ONE show and he classified us as old, then what about him? lols. i think the part-timers this time round are not as high as sitex ones. i dont really feel that i'll have a great time with them. hopefully they prove me wrong.
yays. i finally changed my phone to sony ericsson's one. although i didn get the one i wanted at first as it cost 400 bucks, im still quite satisfied with it. (:

5th march
i went k-ing with mango, syaf, sy, jess, ky and sandra. it was supposed to be a cg outing, but its unsuccessful. sighs. anyways, on the way to katong shopping centre, on the overhead bridge, this group of guys asked for my no. i got a shock okay. thankfully syaf was there. thanks dear. the place we went to sing was SO CHEAP! 3h of singing and it costs only $20 per room wor. its really very very cheap. however, the place isn smoke free. i was quite annoyed with the cigarette smell, but still can take it. there were quite a few ah bengs and ah lians, so its kind of scary. they cant stop me from going there though, its the price that matters. (:
there were no tkgians at pp. weird. i thought it should be quite common to see tkgians popping out there? hmms, u guys are all studying?

pictures taken at new york new york. enjoy...

me and my most beloved sis (:

the candy floss gang.

me trying to twirl the candy floss. funfun.

me eating my chocolate waffle. yumyum.

me and wuss.

Friday, March 02, 2007

it all started on yesterday night. i started talking to jane and she asked xin if i could add him. then, i was puzzled how she posted the question to him, but she didnt answer me directly. this is what he said, "the pieces dont fit anymore says: giv her ba `refiner's fire closer to me. says: hehe the pieces dont fit anymore says: it nv kils m8kin 1 more fren" so i suppose that he would take initiative of talking to me le since i did the initiative to add him. okay, its true that im the person who wants to know him and i should be the starter, but its seriously difficult for one to make the first step. i guess i should never have added him, never have gone crazy about him, never have spreaded that he's my ec. and the question of trust popped out. im confused seriously. i trust both parties. but i thank michelle the most as she really understood how i feel.

its the last day of term one. its saddening to see people leave, yet its exciting to welcome new members into 411. i dont understand why the people receiving As can be so calm. they dont seem to be happy upon getting straight As. to bibi: dont be disappointed. cheer up. me and wei will be there for you (: to wei: thanks for staying back with me today. it was so romantic hor..

im gonna forget about him from this point onwards. he's just my ec. thats all. full stop. end of story.

nice jump shot.

goodbye decent guy.

me and jonas the cutie

wei(monkey, haha.) and me

me and babe jane

i so look as if im eating the big cookie wor

411 in the bus

siyin and me

411 with mr goh

Thursday, March 01, 2007

the weather just makes me sleepy and yet lesson ends at 415 today. i got 4 out of 15 for econs test. eeyer. i hate failing tests. none of the subjects im taking now seems to be scoring well and i dont like the feeling of failing in every single thing i do. im seriously gonna suffer from depression soon if i still do not well in anything. i do not feel any sense of accomplishment at all. currently, i cant wait for the it show coming up. at least, i think i would be able to sell well and get the sense of satisfaction (:

we sat near xin again during recess. im shy. i wont initiate. never will i. so i guess, we only can remain as strangers since jane cant help me chase xin cos of her laopo who is his ex. i do wanna make friends with him, but its really hard for a gal to jio a guy. plus, ive never done anything like this in my life. 10 years in girls' school. bother. although i should try no matter what's the results, but its the outcome of my initiative which really pulls me off from saying hi to him. for now, i only can live in my own world, having all the stars related stuff, observing him from afar, getting to know him through jane. i have no idea is this just crush? infatuation? or like? :/

jon came back mj today. he played an emo song which made me day-dream. 我可以陪你去看星星.. if xin ever sings this to me, i'll cry. but i doubt this will actually happen. so i'll continue to dream..