three words, eight letters
♥♥i want you to be a constant♥♥

Sunday, May 30, 2010
its the long weekend and its sunday already... ):
yet another lovely weekend spent with my baby

baby came in the morning and snuggled with me for awhile before we left for macs breakfast. yumyum. i think im eating macs breakfast once every week?! FATTTT!!!
went grocery shopping and we bought like $40 worth of baking needs. baking costs damn alot, and baby sponsored it all!! YAYS :D
we baked oreo cheesecake, specially ordered by my greedy lil one. this is the first time baby gets involved in baking and he enjoys it alot! (: our oreo cheesecake was a success! sinful but yet not too sweet, NICE~!
and our whole friday was spent playing mahjong. baby&i were on a losing streak ):

cooked yaki soba on saturday. yet another successful dish just that there's no brown sauce!

watched sex and the city 2! i love the dresses, the glittery heels and the bigbig wardrobe. my dream and yes its just a dream cos baby&i cant afford such life. we want our own apartment!!! shopped, and bought like tops, shorts and this super nice jumper! baby lovessss it. and ya, you aren that niao afterall.. (:

dinner at vege zichar place. shiok~!
baby looks super super zhuai la! but is

mahjong part 2 at night and i won $30++
poor baby yi jia shu san jia... next time wear red k! :D
Thursday, May 27, 2010
baby&i had a quarrel but we sorted it out already (:
and my cute boy 'proposed' with my fav biscuits
4 fav laying on my table, so annoying.

baking oreo cheesecake tomorrow with baby!
excited~!!
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
today is not the best day for me, cant tell if its the worst yet. i am still feeling horrible but thank god my bestie, being my bestie, knows me best.

im an OT trying to intervene with myself.

Problem statement:
Sheena has poor self-control due to her disappointments. (this is a very vague PS as its too general, but i know it deep down in my heart.)

Goal:
LTG: To be able to contain her emotions and frustrations independently by the end of 6 months.
Rx: To forgive and forget via sleeping by the end of 1 day.
Rx: To begin the habit of writing down her unhappiness and not show her emotions to anyone else but her bestie by the end of 1 month.
STG: cant think of any. i am exhausted, really am.

i am reflecting what bestie said, but i just cant help but to imagine how swollen my eyes would be tomorrow. fml.

i hate expectations. really do.
Monday, May 24, 2010
baby, its our 11th month!
i believe that i have totally made your day today
so please continue to smile
you know how much i love your akon face (:
Sunday, May 23, 2010
something happened over the weekend which made me and baby even closer than ever, ILUB (:
like what my FB status speaks, baby really touched my heart when he grabbed my hands, put them on his chest, telling me how much i mean to him. it means alotalot to me especially when baby isn someone who is good at words. he didn say much, but i can see everything through his eyes. i was crying like a madcow, ugllyyyy.

went timbre@theartshouse on friday. queued for 1.5h!!! hate it when they no longer accept reservation, but thank god baby&i bought fries to eat which sustained us for the 1.5h. haha. baby did make a reservation at substation but i told him i like artshouse more, so niao of me lor.. but, we make the wait at artshouse worth it < 3





on saturday, baby woke up earlier than me. and the next moment, he was laying beside me, arms around me, giving a goodmorning kiss. snuggled for super long until we finally woke up cos i was hungry! hee... cooked brunch as usual, watched the last song and dinner was FRIED MEETAIMAK! shiok!!


mahjong at night, won $50!!! WHEEEEEE~
Saturday, May 22, 2010
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
i wanna escape somewhere quiet
Monday, May 17, 2010

i dont care that my posts is always about me and baby,
i am xinfu and i just wanna share it... (:

having baby to pick me up after school makes monday blues go away!
Sunday, May 16, 2010
it was a great weekend spent...
on thursday, celebrated joanna's 20th. it wasn a really birthday celebration kinda thing but a HTHT night, no matter what, we had lotsa fun together. my camera is totally filled with our photos and i finally uploaded them just moments ago (fb gave me lotsa errors :/)







love this album TTM!!!

on friday, i did my hair with baby at kassy :D baby looks good with his new hairdo, for me, week 1 of rebonded hair sucks as usual... ): at night, we went to night safari to complete our 2-in-1 park hopper journey! it was fun cos the animals were really close to us but i got scared by the flying bats especially in the mangrove for like countless times :/



HOT&SPICYYY!!


the bear alike creature is sooo cute!! and it was hanging right above where we were seated!

super big snake, HUGEE!

ultra cute otter!



my hair really sucks...

on saturday, cooked fried rice for baby as requested by him for lunch. watched backup plan, quite funny. giving birth part was PAINNN. the movie kinda reflected how annoying i can get when i push baby away, but at the end of the day, you just have to face the very fact that you're so so so in love with him (:




dinner with his parents at ichiban, ate damn alot, puiggy. went down together for his cousin's NYGH guzheng ensemble performance. it was my first concert without any intermission and ofcourse my first chinese music concert. it was okay, wasn that boring since i did study music. but i just really miss band after watching the concert. miss all the sectionals, combines, lunch, the on stage feel, when everyone just screams after every piece and how we giggle on stage when ms sia says something funny. ohwells... :/

i lost $25 at mahjong last night ):
Tuesday, May 11, 2010

at the end of the day,
a hug and a kiss speaks a thousand words.
Sunday, May 09, 2010
Soiree 2010 was fun! :D

went zoo with baby on yesterday. its one of the things we wanna do since longlong ago...



me and my new look. hahaha. baby thinks i look good in hats but i cant just wear them out to town or what, zoo is like a normal place for me to wear hat. haha.

otter




do you know that polarbears are left-handed?
and they weigh only 450g at birth, but when they're 20y.o, they weigh 550kg!!!



white rhino

the lion's face speaks: its so bloody hotttt!

this lion resembles my hammy...


my sweetheart... (:

orangutans


chimpanzee

SUPER ALIKE. LOL.

hey tortoise!
im a turtle.
hey tortoise!
hahaha.


i cant remember what reptile is that..

aligator!

i dont like reptile creatures...

the super bigbig anaconda...

walked into the fragile forest where the animals just go around freely. thats a wood duck. super cute. haha. but there's alot of butterflies which scared me quite abit cos its like flying around you. and my burberry perfume which has a fruitty scent attracted the butterflies. baby was having a hard time making them go away cos i was freaking out. hahaha.

cant remember what bird is that

the fruit bats in the background.. so black and scary..

LEMUR!!! super cute. the lilboys were stroking it but i was scared to go close it. haha.

in the tram.. my babyboy & me.. (:

the sealion gave me a super wet and hairy kiss. hahahaha. but he is so cute. he will open up his eyes when facing the camera. CUTESS..

pumba the warthog.

pygmy hippo!!
the zoo people took lots of our photos with dslr and the photos turned out WONDERFUL. but we didn buy cos it cost $20 for ONE. we're too poor...
next week, SAFARI! :D