three words, eight letters
♥♥i want you to be a constant♥♥

Saturday, December 29, 2007
Juxtapose II ended well and im glad that our efforts had been paid off. although we started the concert abit out of tune, the second half was much more better.
the best part of the concert was not our playing but knowing that there were so many tkgians who came! after we did the mj medley, we started to gather people for tk philosophy. eunice they all started the rhythm, and my group followed. the hall was filled with our cheers and shernwhey was telling me that there were 3 groups of tkgians. like OMG! HAHAHA. after shouting tk cheers, i had no more voice. tkgians gathered once again to take photo! since the photographer(xiuqi) is also a tkgian, she helped us took a tk photo. even ms sia was shocked to see the whole gang of tkgs people... lols. tkgs spirit is like... WHOA. you cant find it anywhere else... (:
special thanks to those who came, namely my most lovely 414 gang(wenqi, joanna, shernwhey, jon, aaron, rayson, vj & joel - who was the first to give me a handshake to wish me good luck), my dearest flautists(sijia, chun, cheryl, amanda, shiying, jamie, louise, fiona & tze chun) and my darling 2e8 class(jeje, ahsoh, wog, kazhua, amanda, tintin, asnira & weeshan - though you're not in 2e8, you're still close to us)

its pictures time!!!
presenting to you...

the hot pink tie!
chio right? i love it so much (: but there's like no other occasions to wear already... shall we have a tie day so that i can wear again? hahas.

the stuff i received (: thanks everyone... smoochies <3

my darling batchmates (=

flautists that played for the concert with mel missing
at bugis mrt after eating lunch and buying chewy junior
just before the concert, in the band room
and my tie is like short!

my dearest 414 <3

christine and me

2e8 reunite at mj hall (: but there are still missing people like wuss and pek... ):
one and only TKGS family

sijia and me
love her lots
best mo4 qi4 with me ever!

thanks chermaine because your friend lent me the skirt when i needed it badly (:
anqi and me

abigail and me

MJCSB'07 plus alumi plus principals plus teacher advisors (:

two of my best kbox buddies

my lovely tkgs flute section'06 <3
its been a long time we've come together and its still not a complete section how sad but you guys still rock!!!


my dearest tkgs batchmates <3
i love them lots because we simply play well together, have fun together, bitch together, and most important, we've got enough people to play bridge and mahjong!
misses!!!

ending off with an unglam shot taken by shernwhey who passed me flowers when i was with the band and they thought we got something something which is so not true!
Thursday, December 27, 2007
im dying from flu and cough
5 panadols in the past 2 days and im still dying
my condition became worst after playing for 10h in band
tired

had to reach school at 0645 today because of administrative stuff for freshies
how sad
and i only left school at 2010
13h 25min in school
sians

tomorrow's the day!
woohoo
a day for pretty photos to be taken (:

gonna sleep early so that i'll look good tomorrow and hopefully be in a better condition (:
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
this is my first time falling sick on xmas
how nice
make me cannot go out ):
the worst thing is, concert is in 2 days time!!!
im still dying from cold
my family always get sick in a domino effect
first is my mum, second my gor, now me.

guess who i saw on xmas eve?
lup chiong(not sure of spelling) and strawberry! gosh
of all people, i had to see them!
what were they doing?
taking photos... with the xmas tree...
disgusting
lup chiong was wearing a very xmas dress
lols
oOps no offence

I AM LEGEND is a very good movie
but the ending sucks
i screamed a few times because the sound effect scared me
lols

darls outing is cancelled
how sad

im rotting at home preparing concert cards (:
flute section tie is changed to HOT PINK!
flautists shall be super pink on that day ^^

i doubt i can eat ice cream tomorrow ):
Sunday, December 23, 2007
WARNING: IF YOU ARE ALREADY IN LOVE WITH ME, YOU MAY LOVE ME EVEN MORE IF YOU VIEW THIS ENTRY DUE TO THE OVERWHELMING PICTURES!

we had our annual 2e8 gathering at Fairmont Hotel this year and it was still a success though ahsoh and stacy were absent. the hotel room was BIG, the bed was HUGE, the toilet was PRETTY.
it started out with the 5 of us, me, jessie aka my sis, cheeri, wees
han and minfei aka kazhua.

this is the 13th level lift and cam whoring continues when the others arrived
we had our dinner at coffee club and yep, we were making lots of noise as usual.
starting from the left most far end would be cheeri, wusuan(wuss), ME, siewhui(twin), audrey(wog), charmaine(pek), jessie(jeje), minfei(kazhua) and weeshan.
a short story of how we get together as one big clique: 2e8 is a music class. so 8 of us are music students, 6 of us are from band and all of us are from higher chinese. also, we occupy the back 2 rows of the class except for audrey haha. thats how we ended up going for recess and bitching together (:

the 13th level lift again but now is the whole family

in the room with wusuan using her lappie and the rest of us watching good luck chuck. for your information, good luck chuck is a R21 movie. we were so grossed out by the naked scenes except for weeshan who was super high when the girls are naked. and and and, we were playing mahjong before that and i won with xiao san yuan the very first round! this is the first time i won with that, but sadly we wont playing with money ):
drinking vodka with sparkling was nice (: cheeri got drunk and her whole face was RED. haha

final photo of the whole family with weeshan as the photographer because pek and wog had to leave... awww...

we went out for midnight movie-National Treasure and we were all freaking tired. notice the white thingy in our hands, thats towels that we took from the hotel because we were super super cold. they really kept us warm during the movie. go watch national treasure if you have not, its quite a good movie since we didn fall asleep during the show.

the person was taking such a long time in getting our popcorns.

twin and me (:

after the movie, it was 3am plus? all the doors were locked so we had to figure our way back to the hotel from marina square. there was no proper traffic lights for us to cross so we just had to jay walk. we were screaming past the traffic lights because it was scary. the construction workers were staring at us. haha but who cares!
so it was cam whore time for me and twin because the others were too tired.

unglam, i know...

im crazy! but i know my camera so well that i know when to jump. haha.



cheeri and wuss said that we look like a christmas tree when we stand together.

ohmygod. thats the end of part 1.
more photos shall be uploaded when cheeri send me the photos taken in the room.
Thursday, December 20, 2007
its only 8 days away from band concert
shivers
we're still not playing well
sighs


me trying the flute exercise which is like... difficult...

the perfect flute and score

we
had a mahjong session cum joel's birthday celebration cum xmas party yesterday
i love mahjong especially when i win in it
hahaha
joel was being irritating by finding out that we bought him a cake
we exchanged gift only after playing 16 rounds of mahjong
haha
and i got joel's so called gift from japan
hahaha


joel coughing down the stairs

and giving a shock face to the beautiful cake


strawberry shortcake <3>




christine hasn uploaded the photos yet
so more photos shall be uploaded after 2e8 reunion (:
Sunday, December 16, 2007
414 xmas celebration has been settled on 19 December 2007 (:
i cant wait to take more pictures with the class
and most importantly
PLAY MAHJONG!

i went for tkgs farewell which was supposedly for the sec 4s
but they were all absent
how sad can this get

and they still owe us our farewell gifts which we were supposed to receive last year
so, they shant receive their presents until we receive ours!


the photographer really needs to improve her shooting skills. both shots taken are blur!!!

alvin and the chipmunks is a really really cute movie!
i love theodore so so much
he's so cute
i love the songs sang by them




gor is so skilled in taking pictures. he's better at aiming than the cam whore can!! rah.
the mirror needs to be changed!
Thursday, December 13, 2007
i love today's combine because sijia came! (:
but oh my god she left before we could cam whore ):
we still got the mo4 qi4 that we had back in tkgs
so proud of ourselves
we didn even tune beforehand and ta dah!
we were super in tune when we played songs
i miss playing flute with her

i miss making the same mistake with her
i miss giving the what the hell face with her


gor just passed to me my M1 bills
and it was like omg
i didn dare to tell mummy that it was because of the phone calls that me and jason had which caused it to went so high
but one thing for sure, this will never happen again
should i be happy or what?
sheesh

yays
2e8 gathering has been changed to 21st at raffles something hotel at city hall

but the sad thing is that we have to wake up early on 22nd because there's band
i cant imagine what crazy things we'll do at the hotel
hahaha
camera is so important on that day!


to my dearest 414
we trying to organize a xmas celebration cum mahjong session cum joel's bdae celebration at joel's new house
and joel kindly offered us with 2 dates: 19th and 23rd
please tell me which date you guys prefer alrights?

i haven been posting pictures which is kind of sad
but no nice photos recently
so i shall upload some pictures that ive missed out
i really wanna upload some pictures taken back in tkgs
but i realise i so dont look good back then
how sad

a photo taken in cheeri's cam

a photo taken in baya's cam
im so small in it ):
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
i have finally found the song that raymond lam sang in the drive of life!!! (:
its super nice
just that i still cant sing it in cantonese ):

我对你 这一生 哪个可比
我与你 差一些 永远一起
邂逅时间场地 似连场好戏
要自何页说起

爱太重 深呼吸 欠缺空气
爱太美 轻轻的 却载不起
爱情来到时候 似明媚天气
它走了 突然骤变雪落雨飞

如果可以恨你 全力痛恨你 连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你 (无非要放下你)
还是挂念你 谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起 就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离

你太远 该怎么 说对不起
你太近 一转身 却已高飞
快乐也许太短 似场流星雨
一眨眼 就如幻觉怕又记起

我情愿我狠心憎你
我还在记忆中找你
Monday, December 10, 2007
i love my jiemei <3
she knows how i feel the most
felt so good after throwing everything out from my heart
complained to rayson about how i feel too
he's right that jason is the best gift that i can receive on 28 dec
but that will never happen
perhaps its really time for me to put him away and concentrate on my studies

sijia is gonna come for tune in!!!
im so excited about it
i really miss her so much
i miss the times that we play together sing together scold together mood swing together
hahahaha
its so gonna be our cam whore time on thursday!

today's combine was fun though it was horribly out of tune
i love selections from GREASE
it brought back memories of 2e8's dance competition which we won FIRST
and phobos dance
most importantly, there's flute solo inside
hahahaha
the seniors are coming back to play with us
which means there'll be even more people in the first row
how nice
that new teacher was weird
she said that i have to pay for the tickets if cannot sell them
like hello? when is there such a rule?
and its so impossible for me not to sell my tickets away lors...
heehee

went ikea with mummy on sunday and today
we bought many things
new sofa for living hall ( red hot sofas wor )
new curtains for my room ( they're really pretty though its blue and not pink )
new cushions for my room ( because i got no where to sit other than my chair )
new box for my room ( i need for storage space )
new racks for toilet ( i want a cooler toilet and there'll be more plants )
new bedsheets for everyone ( the colours are pretty )
i like the mirror but mummy doesn wanna buy for me because i got 2 mirrors in the room and 1 mirror right outside my room
Friday, December 07, 2007
misses
lots of misses

yays
i finally finished watching The Drive of Life
if you're feeling bored, you can watch it.
super super nice though its 60 episodes... haha....
im watching the Magicians of Love now...
sam is so yandao and sweet...
why cant my boy be like him...

wusuan told me band practices are changed to full day
like omg...
im starting to study now...
i know is abit too late...
but at least i start le...

i need my pay like fast
i need to shop asap before i settle down
hahaha
Monday, December 03, 2007
sitex is finally over. 4 days of waking up early and sleeping late. i love working at shows because i get to make alot of friends. sadly, i didn have the time to take photos with them because i had to synchronize data and help wenqi with her data too. ): i went pub with the guys on the last day of show to chill because we're all shagged. but they're so decent because they didn allow me to drink much. mark just kept pouring schwepper into my cup and like one thin layer of alcohol. he ordered carlsberg as well. it tasted so bitter. im not gonna drink carlsberg ever again. china beer still taste the best. hahaha.

我已经不能肯定
你是不是还会关心
爱与不爱都需要勇气
於是我们都选择了逃避
爱与不爱都需要勇气
於是我们都选择了逃避
或许你不相信我很满意
这样的结局
或许你不相信
我没有一丝的埋怨和悔意
虽然你是我的最初
虽然你是我的最终
虽然你是我的唯一

i dunno whether im losing confidence in myself or in him
i really wonder how long i can take this
falling deeper day by day
im trying to get myself out of this
i want to treat him as a normal friend
but, can i?
why cant guys be more direct?
hint here hint there
infinite slaps