i need some courage to overcome my parents' divorce
i have no idea if they're seriously gonna divorce
i hate my dad for bullying my mum
day by day, i always know that my parents' marriage has been very shaky
although i dont love my dad as much as i love my mum,
i do not want them to divorce
i know that it'll hurt my mum greatly if my dad were to leave the family
all these years, if it wasn for my mum, the family business would have gone down!
if it wasn for my mum's endurance, the family would have collapsed long time ago
i hate to say this, but its all my dad's fault that my mum didn live happily.
i have nothing to say to my dad
if is really wanna end this, let it be.
gor and i would stay by mummy's side forever
i love you mummy
dont cry anymore

love is the most foolish thing on earth
when i needed you by my side, when i needed a shoulder to cry on,
you weren there for me
keep those 3 words away from me since you did not give me the support when i needed it badly!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIEMEI!



SPECIAL DEDICATION TO YOU:
in 2003, you were the FIRST person i talked to in 1e8
in 2004, we became jiemei
i really treasure what we've been through together..
and now, we are beginning another phrase of our lives..
i'll stand by you forever...
"as we go on, we remember, all the times we.... spend together..."


i went ice skating with wuss and jiemei today and we had lots of fun together
i seriously still cant master the art of ice skating
i was just a few steps away from the bar yet i fell down
i felt so stupid
both times when they let go of my hands, i fell down!
my legs are aching badly now ):
but still, my passion for ice skating has not gone down
i just need a guy to pull me along in the rink (:

i saw many people today

1. debre ( i miss her so much. she's the first senior i knew in tk. though i didn get in netball, she still approached me and say hello lor.... <3
2. bibi ( okay, i still owe her a present from london)
3. weijia and eugene
4. rowena
5. melody
6. jonathon

we went to new york new york later on since all birthdays are supposed to be celebrated there
the person says that we're like charlie angels =D
we collected our new shoes (:
and went on to Fullerton hotel for more pictures
i want my wedding to be held there!!!
its so... nice.....
i want my hubby to learn an instrument and play me a romantic piece during the wedding
perhaps i would play with him
but i want it to be a surprise!!!
ohmy.. i so wanna get married..
maybe 27 is too late for my perfect marriage age..
im thinking too much man..
im still like single ):

any perfect guys out there?

desmond looks so shuai in real too!




charlie angels in action!!


zi lian shots

wedding bells.....

i love my parents when they dont quarrel <3

does mugging really works?
haha. maybe it does but i aint putting in enough effort.
i seriously hate chemistry and geography!
i foresee U grade for both subjects.
im really putting my hopes for econs and maths...
hopefully they give me a C grade at least?
if not, going to australia is not a choice but a must....

i hate sitting at the corners and last row of the class for exams
there's really no wind
ive been sweating during both papers because its really stuffy
i want to sit under the fan!

i have not seen him for 5 days 4 night...
its still counting....

yays another collage of my darlings. <3
i really really love them.
they always brighten up my day (:

i went to temasek poly today for some serious studying with darlings(except kaiwei because she had to go to ahma's place)
its really studying because we didnt cam whore today which is like wow
i saw weiling at the bus stop
i never knew that she went tp as i feel that she's quite good at studying
we went to the library that was not so library-ish because we could just talk normally
chemical bonding is still a mystery to me
so is summation
we had a hard time trying to do tys
faints
we gossip too and i found out that andrew got together with yinghua
he's so not buddy enough to tell me lar
i studied till 7 plus before i left and went to find mummie

rowena told me we're having a 6 PEACE'02 GATHERING on 5 JULY!
im so excited about it. its FIVE years since i've met up with all of them.
moreover, i was the only one from oln who came into tk in that batch so i didnt keep in contact with the others much. ):
i miss them ):
to find a man, you need time and money.
therefore, man = time x money

"time is money". so,
time = money

therefore, man = money x money

money is the root of all problems.
so, money = √problems

hence, MAN=( √problems )( √problems )
= problem


im still finding someone who wants to go overseas to study.
oli dear, can you please go australia with me?
.
done by yoL.
i went for dental this morning and the stupid dentist was late for more than half hour like so irritating. she's like a doctor yet she makes her patient wait. so not professional! anyway, i used to love visiting dental clinics, but now i hate it.. my mouth was so suan when the dentist was drilling my tooth.. ):
in the late afternoon, i met up with vivien, mabel(qing ai de) and sabrina. its been quite some time ive seen viv as she has left for australia and mabel cos she's in sr.. i miss them so much... we went kbox and i was shock to see chuan there. the first thought that came into my mind that he was her bf but it isn so. the atmosphere was like weird because its like 4 girls who haven met up for a long time trying to catch up with this guy that only sabrina was close to. but at least there was someone to take pictures for us (: i miss singing with them but viv is flying off this sunday and she'll come back only in october. sighs. i guess we all have to focus on our studies till promos are over! after singing, we went to coffee club and chat. we had so much to talk about which made me real happy cos i thought we may not talk like ALOT since we didn see each other for a long time.. sabrina told us about some things which made me change an opinion on someone. i really hope she clear things fast since she's a good catch and she shouldn let someone "tarnish her reputation". since we're all in mj, im so gonna make sure that person doesn bully her if not that person shall die! muahahahah. mabel has some problem too. its like after we leave tk, we have like problems we've never faced before. i guess, we're all not prepared. jc life is so stress that i really feel like going overseas to study since im rather sure of what im gonna take in uni. i just dunno if im those who can make friends easily anot. FRIENDS are like so important to me! i cant live without friends!!

at kbox...





darlings <3

i love you forever viv!!! <3 cam whore days during mugging period..
location one: national library

location two: mos burger


at marriott hotel after studying at orchard


location three: pasta mania



on the way home... let the pictures take you through my trip to london...
shots of central london...




some sightseeing shots...




near london eye.. it takes half hr to complete one round...

public toilets require 50p=$1.50.. abit weird ya?!

this is the real world.

martin.

long live democracy!!


at arsenal....

handsome boy <3

uk parliament was cool. but no cameras allowed inside ):

random shots in the coach.

thats all folks!