okay i just got back home. im very very tired. my feet is very pain due to the not very comfy shoes. i went to comex just now and it was not very crowded. i just realised that chris-my boss is no longer working for HP which means, i cant get discount for HP products already! so sad!! but he's working for acer now... but i dont want to sell lappies.. i guess i have to get into sony.. the part-timers for HP is like no good. so not enthu like me and my colleagues and they talk among themselves and never give me brochure. i told chris that and he said we're still the best! HAHA. its seriously true. we're like the hyper batch lor... and i saw andy-HP printer consultant. he's still as funny as ever and he remembers me as the bubbly one. hee. i really miss the times that i worked with them. lots of joy (:

cam whoring during recess.


cool seh~ nice shaky effect too!

nerdy but kawaii

the bag that yane carried is simply so striking. joel so cute. trying to cover his identity ya.. nice try... shernwhey is like so beng as ever...

414 never took a class photo before. not like my first 3 months class.. we took on the very first day that we met each other.. some class unhappiness happened.. its so sad... i hope this will end soon... vj says its because of the clique clique thing in our class which caused it to be like that.. is it true? sighs.
oh my god! you are gonna be real shock to what im gonna say in a few moments time. I ATE 2.5 BOWLS OF RICE FOR DINNER! i was just really really hungry after the long long day of school. i spent like 11h in school today. faints. geog test was alright today though i didnt really know what to write for part a but at least i finished my part b. chem test was alrite though i minus 5 marks already. hopefully i can pass it (:

gor bought donuts from suntec! yays. at least i do not have to queue for him. i cant imagine me eating again later. FAT!

got the syf photos finally. i dont really look nice in it because the photographer took the right profile of me which isn good since my fringe is on my right. and, im kind of covered in many central takes because of ms sia. thankfully im back to the corner. the mj photographer better take nice shots of me at the year end concert. HAHA. no more going to genting highlands. so sad. i though the band could bond better with this trip ):


im at the extreme left. cant really see right?

something damn cool i found in christine's blog (:
a quick quick update before i go back studying ORGANIC CHEMISTRY!

im no longer sad that he didn see me or recognize me...
because... he smsed me that day.. im really so happy that he smsed me if not i'll be super duper depressed. he kind of cheer me up that night cos i was feeling down about something. but sometimes i wonder, is it better to tell him straight that i still have feelings for him or remain as friends? i dont really care now though. promos is the thing in my mind now now now. i just wanna promote thats all.

this week is a busy busy week. with eom, gp assignment due, 3 tests, its really very shitty. today's market failure essay test was stupid. i know im gonna fail. stupid qns b killed me because i was trying to link to context when there isn a need to. bang me. going to mug with lining dear on friday then will go shop shop with her. excited. HAHA.

my gor is so irritating. he wants to buy me donuts yet he needs me to go queue like im very free. and i just realised next week is holiday, which means i could have worked for the IT show. stupid.

okay im so whiny. HAHA.
time is running out.
S for maths.
im so bloody dead.
i really need to buck up.
but things just suddenly happen and i cant seem to take them all.
i need to FOCUS!
study is my main goal for the next 5 weeks.
my heart is so so pain, its even more painful than my first breakup. i dont even know if i still like him? but the feeling was so strong when i saw him but he still broke my heart. ): im so so so in an emo state now...
i saw patrick (previous crush for 2 years) at hougang mrt and he didn seem to recognize me?! its either he didn see me or he really dont recognize me. im like waiting for him to turn back and take a look at me but he didn. the worst thing is i didn had the courage to say hi to him because im afraid that he wouldn recognize me. the feeling is so terrible. i really felt like crying but tears just cant seem to come out. he's still as charming as ever, even more charming than xin. i miss him so so much. its been so long since ive seen him and he still dare to say he misses me and gor when he didn even see me! breaking down sooon.... at least one thing for sure, i dont think he's working in st james anymore which is good.

i went for ntu seminar today. its cool. i love hall 16. its like new and clean. but its very very far from business school. ive decided to go into business marketing. hopefully there's mj ppl or tk ppl that i know going into this course (: but i hate interview, seriously H-A-T-E! i cant talk properly, my oral skills are really bad. i can only talk informally and joke around with ppl but not prof for sure. i took a picture of the nice hall actually, but im too sad to go upload pictures. sighs.
i finally watched my secret. ohmygod lar. its so nice! ive never realised jay is so so cute. he so mesmerized me when he plays the piano. he's just so talented. i mean i play the piano too, but i know i can never never reach his stage. the movie is quite touching since i was crying for at least 5 min before the movie ended. my tears just kept rolling down my cheeks when jay is crying. i love him even more now!! <3

i have been taking neoprints with lining recently. haha. with the same neoprint machine. that machine is pretty. now my pencil box is decorated with that neoxie. it sounds as if i didn study right? WRONG! i did study before i went to watch movie okays? i studied with meng at airport. the viewing mall wasn as nice as i expected because the light was quite dim and there were no tables which means you have to sit on the floor to study. i dont like that. so unglam lor. anyways, i went to eat prata after the movie and gosh, i was so bloody full by eating one egg, half banana prata and half paper prata. i love drinking milo dinosaur. best drink ever!

my room is gonna go through makeover after promos. im gonna make it very romantic. HAHA. which i also dont know how. one thing for sure, my room is gonna be painted pink. its not a bimbo colour hor... im gonna make my mummy buy me another table for my new lappie and printer. she's gonna sew new curtains too. (: i hope my room will turn out pretty pretty.

yesterday was my late sister's birthday and i only remembered that today. how pathetic can i get? how i wish she was alive. i really want to talk to her about my stuff... sobsob... its back to mugging again. life sucks now. home sweet home. there's no place better than singapore. haha. i went to malaysia for 3 days and i really miss home so much. cameron highlands was fun, the weather there is like nice. i love the strawberries and flowers over there. i didn do much shopping seriously. there's nothing much for me to buy. i bought cactus for my darlings and gor was asking does it mean something? i just hope that our friendship will last as long as how a cactus can survive in a desert which is like long lor... hee... (: anyways, i stayed in the worst hotel ever in Malacca. its so jia lat that i can say that i rather stay in school than there. i was really angry when my dad agreed to stay over at that hotel. im so very sensitive to where im going to sleep lor. im just very niao! once its enough seriously! something very funny happened at this vegetarian cafe that i ate in too. we ordered wanton mee and guess what? there's no wanton in it. and when my dad asked why isn there wanton? she replied that they're vegetarian so no wanton. NO LINK CAN! i was laughing out loud when she said so lar... my gor is being very irritating during the trip. he keeps talking to his girlfriend on the phone lar. they're seriously damn sticky can? i cant stand it lor....

i think i gain back the weight that i lost during the trip. i ate quite a lot and i ate chips! faints. stupid mervin was making fun of me at the beach today. i aint a bully lor. i went ecp with my mum's side relatives. i had lots of fun cycling, playing badminton, walking on the beach. the saddest thing is that i didnt get any blacker ):

kelvin was telling me that it isn that easy to get into accountancy. faints. there's no other course that im interested in already lor. but i shouldn think so much. the most important thing now is for me to pass my promos. BUT! i just spent my national day holidays out! faints.

oh god, please give me strength to study.
goodness! i haven watch my jaychou movie yet. im such a failure jay chou fan ):
















thats all folks! its been a long long time since ive been sick for so long. and guess what im down with? stomach flu! yucks i tell you. i hate vomiting at 3am when im suppose to be in bed sleeping... the worst thing is i waited for my mummy to wake up at 530 because i didn want her to get tired in the morning since she has to go for work. im the nicest daughter in the world lar... hahaha...

i was thus dying on tuesday and thank god my most loved gor brought me to the doctor (though i had to pay my own medical fees cos he didn have money). and that was when i know that stomach flu was contagious. stupid doc cheah didn inform my gor and my mum who had stomach flu few days before i did. if he told them, my family would be more careful can? i still love my doc toh who told me so. (: i was very sick and lying on the bed till joel called me and said that he won the jay chou thing that i used his phone to sms. he's so bloody lucky can? just like ONE sms with wrong email, he could actually win the thing when i send the sms FIVE times! so i went to see jay chou at dragonfly though i was dying but seeing him will make me feel better.

JAY is seriously very cute. he talks cutely, smile cutely, everything about him is cute. ive never realise that he's so cute before. he's not like really that super duper cute. but there's just something in him that makes me go... awww... hahaha.... i'lll try to upload pictures of him the next time cos im busy uploading photos for yol through friendster which takes eons since ive to upload one by one.

and so... i went back to school finally today... ive lost a total of 2kg and people said that i grew slimmer which is good but i'll gain it back in no time when ive got the appetite to eat real food since i can hard eat more than 5 mouths of porridge today.. so ke lian... and i got so much things to do this weekend.. gp paper 2.. maths assignments.. chem tutorial.. chem test to study.. econs... gp presentation... wr... faints...