sitex is finally over. 4 days of waking up early and sleeping late. i love working at shows because i get to make alot of friends. sadly, i didn have the time to take photos with them because i had to synchronize data and help wenqi with her data too. ): i went pub with the guys on the last day of show to chill because we're all shagged. but they're so decent because they didn allow me to drink much. mark just kept pouring schwepper into my cup and like one thin layer of alcohol. he ordered carlsberg as well. it tasted so bitter. im not gonna drink carlsberg ever again. china beer still taste the best. hahaha.

我已经不能肯定
你是不是还会关心
爱与不爱都需要勇气
於是我们都选择了逃避
爱与不爱都需要勇气
於是我们都选择了逃避
或许你不相信我很满意
这样的结局
或许你不相信
我没有一丝的埋怨和悔意
虽然你是我的最初
虽然你是我的最终
虽然你是我的唯一

i dunno whether im losing confidence in myself or in him
i really wonder how long i can take this
falling deeper day by day
im trying to get myself out of this
i want to treat him as a normal friend
but, can i?
why cant guys be more direct?
hint here hint there
infinite slaps