im depressed
im upset
im feeling super down

cried in the morning in the car
cried again at night

i do not know what has gotten into me
im just upset with him

i need counseling.
i need people to talk me out.

thanks love for listening to me
thanks wusuan for making me eat chocolate fudge cake to cheer me up even though i was on a diet

i want to talk to my family about it
but i cant
but i will
sorry mummy, its not that i didn wanna talk to you about it.