puffy eyes ):
cried just one hour ago when i talked to my mum about it again
i realised i cant face my gor normally
and i dont know why
is it because of the presence of his gf?
or is it because im being narrow-minded like how my mum describe me as?
my mum say things could have started because of me, myself.
perhaps it is
maybe i take things too seriously
maybe i hate her taking my gor away
maybe i am facing the peak of mental breakdown
no matter what
im really tired of this
i want to go back to the past when my gor still remember that he has a sister

stayed out the whole day so that i can be with my friends and not stay home facing him
tkgs and mj played well
i miss being part of the band ):