but then again, i love my brother to the max though he always encourage me to end up at SIM.
my brother is the most selfish creature on earth dearest wenqi is at my place mugging now
she just asked me to shut down my laptop but i had to show her some lovely pictures of him (:
love ignite my love for him yesterday
haha

ohwells, zouk out yeah?

please do not laugh about me crying during hsm ok
i just felt so sad when i realised we're all graduating from mj too
what will life be like without you guys?

gor says, move on.

i am. moving. on.

4 days left
we're all in this together :D
okays here's some pretty pictures of the night at timbre (:
there's still more i guess, but it isn uploaded yet. weird.
anyways, my new fringe doesn allow me to take very nice pictures yet. im still in the midst of getting them to listen to me. :/
i just did a maths paper. drained me. going to do chem paper next. (:

SAC girls


we took like 3/4 pictures, but i dont why the not nice one is being uploaded!!!

SAC! :D



bitch no.1

bitch no. 2


bitches (:

sheena has a little bit of bimbo and bitch in her ^^

okay, mum just called to ask me get ready. so chem paper shall be delayed till im back. it’s the first kiss really flawless really somethin’ it’s fearless
but it’s killing me to see you go after all this time

what ive just learnt: alcohol induces period.

i slept till 1130 today after the lack of sleep for the past 2 nights. :X
i went to meet mummy after tuition and we did some shopping at amk hub. she bought me another bag which she kept it from me so that i wouldn bring out all the new stuff which is meant for new year ):

sorry for not joining you at town today.
studying with love resumes on tuesday at the airport.
in hope that kelvin fetches me home (:

why must i see you 9 days before my As. dont make me miss you. i hate it when you grab my hand like that. dont try to make up for what you've said and done. i hate you but i love you. argh. seriously i miss home. i think i only come home to sleep and use the internet for the past few days. thats bad. i miss mummy. haha.

anyways, i totally overslept today. suppose to meet love in the bus at 10 but i only got on the bus at 1030 and reached her place at 11? haha. she overslept too. so my tu-ness made her had more sleep lor. we studied at T2 Macs and i was so happy to see ahsoh and laochang there too. its been a long time since ive seen them. misses. eighters just cant wait for the reunion that we'll have annually. i simply love them. managed to did chem aj p3 and vj p2 and read through nj and sa's econs. sa's answers are really bad. short to the max that i think im just going to come up with my own essay plans. after studying, me and gabriel left the airport to love's place for dinner. (:

i helped to make the yoghurt dessert, cooked the spag and cut the bananas! :D i have stupidly forgotten to take pictures of the food that love cooked. so sorry. but i shall describe how good is her cooking. the aglio olio or whatever its being spelt as, was good. the yoghurt was nice because its filled with strawberries. and finally, my favourite! BANANA CHOC PIZZA!!! its like the best pizza ever. thanks love.

special dedication to my love:
yes, i do appreciate all the love that you have been giving me. and i can take your love okay. its you who didn want to accept my kiss when you are the one who asks for one. lols. but in anycase, dont keep thanking me. im just doing what i should do. its just like you cook, i wash. its a 2 way thing. and yes, to be there with you to help to overcome this challenge is my utmost duty. remember all the things that you've promised me yesterday. our night at timbre and the msn conversation we had. shuo dao jiu yao zhuo dao. i dont care how pain its going to be. because the girls and me will be there. (: im sorry for making you drink so much. one day i'll just stay over at your place and we'll finish the absolute pear together! and why are you not replying me on msn. i hate you!

and im going to bathe now, your dog's fur is all over my shirt!!!
im super upset to blog now because my bitchy bimbotic cousin has not uploaded the photos which includes initiation part 1 and part 2. sighs.

i didn go brewerks in the end due to some reason which i lazy to type it out. so i spent my entire night at timbre instead. arts house timbre is so much better than the one at substation. didn get to enjoy the band because i thought it was rather chaotic with the mismatch event. but still, i had lots of fun bitching with SAC and talking to my love and made a new friend, gabriel (: its so amusing to see how my cousins look at me when i asked them do you think that there's something going on with me and love. hahaha. then again, i know that someone totally loves me so much. hee... anyways, i only had one cup of cosmopolitan martini. i so know how to control my drinking. (: took sips of heiniken(not sure how to spell) pint. okok, brewerks beer still the best! the thin crust pizza was nice. but i still love pizza hut's.

sac left and i stayed behind to chill with love and gab. it was nice. and we went lao ba sa after that. talked again. love's dad brought us home. uncle is such a nice chap, telling me stuff about love. haha.

going to love's house tomorrow night because she's cooking. (: aint suppose to be there, but since she sincerely wants me to be there, i agreed. that makes her love me more. HAHA.

i need to wake up in another 5h time to study. faints. yays i have just completed all the gp stuffie that needs to be done for consultation (:

haven been blogging lately as i have been at the airport for at least 8h. by the time im back home, im like to tired to update. and as a jay chou fan, i only managed to collect the album today ): im very proud of myself because i didn want to download the songs even though the songs were found online already. anyways, i have listened to it moments ago. its just a so so album i think. not the best. do listen to jay's 时光机 . i think this is the best song in this album. (:

its less than 12 days to my first paper. its like S***. i feel so unprepared for geog. i think globalisation is the last thing im gonna touch. jiayou everyone! its less than 24 days to freedom!!!

im love to do chem and econ now. maths is like... i hate it when i cant solve questions that people ask me. suck. im going to do another paper in a few minutes time. sighs. tired.

everyone loves 'love story'
"you'll be the prince and i'll be the princess"

im going to go brewerks on thursday! :D
50% discount.
hopefully i wont drink alot if not its so damn difficult for me to remove my belly in this period
after that, i should be going to timbre in hope that love remembers to book a table for us.

i dont understand how can one gets stress and has no appetite for food. this is a totally screwed statement. i have been eating and eating during this period. and the worst thing is, i didn exercise. not that im lazy, perhaps i am, but mummy doesn allow me to run at night and i cant wake up at 7 to run. hence, i am getting heavier day by day. diet starts when As start ( i hope ).


It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong i wanted to blog about the j2 farewell that we had today but im too tired to post the pictures and type lots of stuff. so i shall wait till tomorrow night. *snooze mode*

just when you've thought that i have totally given up hope on you, im still strongly attached to it. but you have turned away from me, and i can never get you back. baby girl is no longer used to call me. the female lead in your life has changed. when will my male lead be changed? if to me, my true love was you, when can i let you go.

its just a wrong step in life.
YAYS ITS SHEENA'S BIRTHDAY TODAY! (:

im going to thank people in groups:
firstly, my dearest mix band who had a birthday lunch with me! :D
i really love the board that you guys made for me though stupid joel didn write anything because he pon sch. but still, i really love you guys very very muchie. life would be so different without you people. really hope that even though our jc life is ending in one month and 8 days time, we will still be as close as ever. <3> since orientation one. christine, your card is really pretty and its up on my wall. haha. val, i haven got to eat the swiss roll yet. i'll eat them real soon. and and and, tracy!!! the earrings are GORGEOUS! its seriously very pretty. im so going to wear it after As. hee... so sorry kaiwei for losing your card. i really cant find it in my bag :/

last but not least, my tkgs darlings which include my most beloved eighters,my bitching partner, sijia and of course shilin (i have saved your no. le haha) and my QIN AI DE. i really miss you guys. cant wait to see you guys after As. all the stupid things we're going to do together, mahjong, shopping, cam whoring, dee dee daa daa...

you guys really make me feel that i can survive well without him
how do i live without you~





i know the pictures are rather small, but thats because i have tagged you guys on facebook. my dearest wenqi who doesn have an account, do check the pictures out on
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=42785&l=81070&id=595350877
and
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=42791&l=6f56b&id=595350877

Sunday, October 05, 2008

okays here's a short update of my birthday celebration with my dearest family. though its a day before the actual day, but im really happy to spend the night with my family. we had a dinner at the restaurant and my mum bought an orange chocolate cake from my favourite pines garden for me. i suddenly realised the candles on my cake are increasing at a very rapid rate. faints. my daddy and mummy gave me a BIG angbao ( amount not to be disclosed ) hee... part of SAC gave a birthday card with $80 enclosed in it. haha. now i have more money for shopping... kekeke... big BIG thank you to them. i love them lots.

here's the pictures that ive taken with my dearies













my gor says that the above bear is forever friends. faints. generation gap sia.

stupid boy never take leave.
i hate for ignoring me.
i hate him for making me angry.
i hate him for argueing with me.
i hate him for making me miss him so so much.

Saturday, October 04, 2008

here i am blogging again because im suppose to curse the person who stole my gor's psp on his behalf.
gor brought his psp to work today at parkway's best denki. he left his bag at the cupboard place and after a couple of hours, he decided to check his bag for some stuff. and he realised that his psp was gone. he called me to check whether its at home or left in the car before accusing that its the contractors who came to fix the cupboard that are responsible for the theft. now, there's 2 suspects to the theft. no.1, the contractors who are the stupid ib. no.2, the sony people who were working with gor. seriously, i dont understand their attitude. the best denki head refuse to give my gor the contact details of the contractor company because he felt that the person wont return the psp too. its not about getting back the psp now can. its not as if its gor's fault. shouldn the company be responsible for the loss of personal items of the worker? its not as if gor place his bag at a wrong place or what, they didn even provide locker for him to keep his stuff then where they expect him to keep his valuables. it may be only a psp now, who knows what they will steal next time. heartache sia. no security at work can. cant imagine how my gor is gonna work under them.
cheerup my dearest (:

sheena is happy today (:

i wanted to go school study with wenqi and shern today but i overslept, so wenqi came over to my place to study. we watched abit of ming zhong first before we started to mug. haha. wenqi is so going to come my place after As to finish watching all the ou xiang ju. haha. daddy bought us lunch and we watched another episode of ming zhong before shern came over. its so distracting to study at my place isn it? hee... we had a little girls talk which i seriously missed it. its like a long long time since i had a heart to heart talk with my gfs. in the end, we did mugged for around 2 plus hours before shern got hungry. haha. i made her cereals and we went down to buy cup noodles. not long after, we played wii. haha. for only like 15min because wenqi had to go.

i love to have friends at my house. (:

stupid shern has econ consultation on mon. there goes a birthday lunch. ):