today is day one of sitex. the crowd was pathetic in the morning, seriously. i didn know how to approach my customers. i did not know how to answer their questions. wells, after listening to how ah long and ah paul talk to them, i learnt abit. (: managed to sell 3 laptops! not that bad lar, i think. i aim for 5 tomorrow. pray for me.

thanks longyao for getting me my sweet and mr bean drink.
thanks gor for visiting me though your attitude just suck a few moments ago. i did not understand why you suddenly flare up okay.
thanks daddy for getting me lunch and fetching me home.

there wouldn be meals for me on sat and sun. how sad ): and the worst thing is, i need to go home myself on sun and i have work the next day. ):

gonna bathe and snooze. i hope ahlong doesn hold us back till so late tomorrow.
ive just gotten myself a blazer for work from osmose. i so have the OL look. hee.. wells, pictures shall be taken on day one of work. please tell me how i look ok? (:
my hamsters have been sleeping for the entire day.
they're boring me out.
i want a dog instead.
i miss kuby. cashmere mafia rocks

totally in love with it

seeing how the girls are so close. i realised, there isn a need to let go of anything. i'll just be myself, my usual sao one as what the girls always describe me as. love, 15cm is the max i could go. so too bad for you! :D im not going to treat you like a you know what, because i cant. i hope you'll understand, when i say that you are my close friend, i do mean close. (: please forgive me for not being able to compromise for what you have said. i really cant. please do not hate me okay?
it sucks to end a conversation with my love like that. i dont know what im doing is right. i mean, it is true that i wouldn have much time with her anymore. and she'll just be spending her time with RC. things would just change when i get stuck in the office and love gets stuck with RC. i do not want to stay at least 1m away. i do not want to restrict my moves. i do not want to spend my time in the office and drift apart from love, from mix band, from my quad, from my girls.

i wish that my body suffers from a drought, now.

the tap is not tighten well.

gonna look terrible at work tomorrow. suck.

):
after many many hours of interviews, i got myself a job as a contract recruitment consultant at recruit express, ngee ann city. although i hate signing contracts, i still did in the end, reluctantly. still, i wanna do my very best. (: sad to say, my work starts on monday. which means there's only one day of freedom left. ): i may not have much time with my family and friends, but yeah, i do hope that you guys can find me in town as and when you miss me (: i'll be very willing to dine with you guys in town.

wanted a shoulder to lean on after signing the contract, but there wasn one. there was actually, but i couldn because someone didn like me doing that ): so i leaned against the handlebar in the end. how pathetic can i get. :/

met the part timers for sitex. its like 3 girls vs many boys. all the montevina, fsb stuffie were foreign to me apparently. but who cares. efficiency shall be my answer to everything.

im really tired. im gonna get more than enough sleep tonight.

loves...
quick post just before i leave home for interview.

i just did my love language test

Score	Love Language
5	Words of Affirmation
9	Quality Time
4	Receiving of Gifts
5	Acts of Service
7	Physical Touch

cool yeah? i didn know quality time would be so important to me. haha.

okay, need to go now!
wish me luck! :D here i am, blogging again, while uploading the sentosa photos up on facebook.

hotmail is like weird(like someone), it just refuse to work when i need to use it badly...

anyways, i just chose what to wear for tomorrow's interviews plus a training at 8pm at sim lim ): its like rather late, by the time training ends, i think i'll be real tired and im going to die on my home if i were to walk to little india to take train. please imagine the crowd. ): and, i'll be rather overdressed for the training since i need to be in proper dressing for the interviews. ): i do hope to hear from orchard hotel for my marcom assistant position. im sure it'll help quite abit for my uni entry. ohwells, lets just see how things go.

and, i forgotten to blog about something real real important...

that is...

my mp3 is fixed!!! woohoo~~~ wells, sis resetted it and its fine now. she said that samsung products are like that and mp3 nowadays are shortlived compared to the older products. still, im very happy that its working fine. i hate to go home alone, without my music companion.

my love is getting hopelessly in love.
today, i spent my day at sentosa with the girls and of course, jon and ly. it was a pretty day as we had to much fun playing in the sea and not forgetting, VBALL. although vball has caused my hands to be really pain now, i still enjoyed it. i wanna play vball again. i shall master the art of hitting the ball upwards. and come on, my serve isn random! you guys just refuse to catch my ball... ): hahaha. lets go sentosa again okokokokok???

anyways, my sunburn is really very bad. my shoulders are hurting. my face is red. tell me how im gonna go for the interviews with such a face. faints. concealer concealer and more concealer! my legs aren tanned at all. my body has different shades now. this is pathetic.

sw was telling me something which hit my self confidence real hard. but yeah, i need to remember that love said that i look gorgeous and i need to love myself. so yep. i shall. (:

i need to think of my own short description since love has no inspiration, which sucks because my language is pathetic. ):
today was ms lim's wedding (:
everyone dressed up real pretty and here's how i look...

i love the top very very much. i think dark purple suits me. haha. wells, love says i look gorgeous. so, 22/11/08 marks the day of pretty sheena :D

the wedding was great. ms lim looks super pretty and she was so shy when she walked on the aisle. i cant wait to get married. the vows that we pledge for our beloved, the ring that will hold us together, the love and care that follows till death do us apart. faints. i think i'll just be a cry baby at my own wedding.

dear ms lim, thanks for being such a wonderful econs teacher. you have contributed LOTS to our econs and we're really grateful of that. thanks for sacrificing time for consultations and sorry for making you gan chiong with us. although we may just be your student for less than 2 years, we'll always remember you. take lots of care, and hopefully next year when we get back our results, we'll hear some good news from you! hee...

after the wedding, we went down to town AGAIN. we slacked at shaw tower and caught MADAGSCAR 2. its quite a nice movie, just not worth $9.50. we went home like around 6? its like so early for a saturday, plus i was looking good. lols. mummy says i shouldn suntan. she insists that if i were darker, the top will not look as good on me. maybe she's right...

i am watching cashmere mafia instead of gossip girls now so that i can watch it with love when she comes my place again, and hopefully, not fall asleep. im so nice right, my love. hahaha.

here's some pictures to share...

the prince waiting for the princess

and there she is! our lovely princess...

father giving his blessings


the exchange of ring


mr tan only kissed ms lim's forehead... :/


giving thanks. this is the part that i teared. its really very sad... ):

the econs couple

meridians present at the wedding

07S414 with the newly weds

07S414. practically the whole class is here! (:

me and love

the weird, the good, the bad. haha.

our reflections are super nice.. here's another one taken on timbre night.

pretty pretty

pearlin and me

wenqi aka beloved and me

joanna aka weird aka ber and me.

more pretty pictures can be found at
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=50019&l=bdc62&id=595350877
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=50021&l=9a7d0&id=595350877
im trying to be chilled for the day, by doing my nails for ms lim's wedding tomorrow, listening to taylor swift's new album. but i cant help to think about the fact that i have to chiong chiong chiong selling laptops when i could be the more experienced one, selling printers. ):

im trying to cheer myself up.

anyways, mum finally got a new oven! :D there shall be baking and more baking during the holiday. love, you can come my place for gossip girls, ming zhong, AND BAKE OUR PIZZAS! hee...

hopefully dinner will make me happier since im having it with my parents and relatives.

mummy keeps saying that she's very thin. can she say something which i never hear before?
angry

today is the worst day ever

jobless and poor kid
mp3 spoil for no reason

wth im super pissed with my brother. he just had to insult my tkgs doll just because i said that it was childish of him to get a toy dog. seriously, if im the one who bought a toy, he would say that its a waste of money. he's just blinded. how old is he to play with a toy. someone please enlighten me! by the way, he said that its better than your tkgs doll, hair short like nothing, all tkgs people are just butch. like what the hell. freaking angry with him now. sucker.

anyways, yep, things are back to normal with love. im really glad that we've sorted things out. compromising is the policy to our forever lasting friendship. (:

im rather tired. have been going out since day 1 of freedom. hee... and yes, i finally collected back my phone!!! went to east point yesterday with wenqi, had dinner with love and gab, talked at starbucks, went to love's home ( her dog simply loves me ), watched gossip girls with love at my place which someone apparently fell asleep after 1.5 episode. hahaha. woke up early in the morning so that i could groom myself for interview. thanks to andy, me and jia got our job at sitex rather smoothly. :D hope the girls can make it through too! walked abit at bugis, and i saw this very pretty dress and the belt, but love didn say it was good. so i decided not to get it, save my $50! we ate at the soup spoon which i think served very nice soup. i want to go back there for another meal!! as usual, we talked quite a bit before we left for town. ohya, there's this very nice earring at diva which i love so much but i decided to save my $$$ for socialising. sighs. saw my qin ai de at bugis. miss her so so much and she asks me not to do funny stuff to my hair. i think she cant accept my fringe. haha. so we left for town and in the end settled down at starbucks to chill. had a nice talk with love. i think im very useless. i cant control my tears can. this suck. i need to be less unglam in public.

i decided to leave after eating at subway because mummy says she misses me plus love wasn gonna take NEL with me anymore. walked in the drizzle and saw this poor kitten near my house which i decided to take care of it for awhile. its so freaking cute. but i still prefer dogs.

tomorrow shall be a day that i rest at home, pack my room while waiting for the girls.
i shall do the mixband collage like soon...

some pictures to share...
i wanted to upload this super amusing photo of love. but i decided not so as i promised. haha.




okay, ive thought about it last night. actually no, is this early morning. yep, so i decided to get use to it. come on babe, you can do it. (:

laober's at my place now. feel so happy to have her here.

ciao~
while im trying to upload the pictures to facebook, i shall blog.

today was a nice day out with the mix band and 2 members of the boyband. felt bad that we didn interact much with them. ):

thanks aloysius for listening to my rants.

i didn drink much.

lots of photos being taken.

my gor is like the only person now who understands me. had a heart to heart talk with him just now. and yeah, i love you gor. you know what im thinking, how im feeling. seriously, without him, i think i'll just die although he's making me wash the dishes. thanks gor. i have absorbed what you say. im processing it now. trying to.

is like another day out tomorrow and finally my phone is ready for collection! im feeling super extremely sian to go out. i really want to be out with my quad like now. i miss them very much. after tonight, i realised how important they are to me.

things are not going the way i thought it would be. ups and downs. is there a need for a change in me? i dont understand. suck. i really hate the way im behaving now. why am i frowning over something when someone doesn feel anything wrong. this sucks. totally. and yah, i hope i can accept that as a reason.

perhaps friday will be another failure day out. then whats the point of meeting. ):
sheena did not live up to her shopping queen status at all today!
im super tired now but im just gonna type this post in less than 5 min time before i snooze. PJ PARTY photos are uploaded. nice!

went gym in the morning, went home to bathe and went out again to meet love. spent the entire day with her and she was being very sweet to send me back home even though she was tired herself. we talked like alot which made me know her even more. (: simply love her lar... <3

another cool thing is, the girl that she has always been telling me was actually worm. haha. the world is so so small. wells, its been nice catching up with her too.

going to meet the girls for shopping tomorrow. its gonna be super fun. and timbre at night. totally cool.

im really really tired. my eyes are closing and im missing my amazing race ):



here are the 2 pathetic pictures taken from my camera.

okays, i just came back home from shopping. its a wonderful day out with mummy and ahyi though my legs are aching like nothing now and there's gym session tomorrow. haha.

IM PROUD TO ANNOUNCE THAT SHEENA HAS SPENT AROUND 500 SGD ON SHOPPING! :D

apparently, wenqi says that im crazy. hee... do know that i have not been shopping ever since the chionging period.

like i told everyone who asked me about the shopping, it was great. i bought stuff from top to toe, inside to outside. cool yeah? but due to money constraint, i did not get 2 pairs of shoes, 2 dresses and 1 hairband. so i think i'll go back there again when i get my pay with gor. :D im going to wear this pretty hairband on tuesday when i go out with the girls. they better say that its nice. hahaha. im super happy now because practically everything that i tried on today looks good on me. i think i slimed down. wahahaha. bhb.

anyways, just wanna say that, IM SUPER PROUD OF MY DEAREST GOR WHO COMPLETED VERTICAL MARATHON IN 14 MIN! thats like super fast considering that he did not train for it. 14 min to climb 75 storeys is like whoa~ im very happy for him. he's really a cool boy! im going to take part in every race with him since As are over and it'll be nice for me to participate and take nice pictures with him. hahahaha!

ok, im gonna snooze. bye!

i need to chill and cool. come on girl, you can do it!

its the second day of freedom (:
im taking some time to blog now because i know im gonna snooze real soon. kekeke...

mix band went to kbox straight after chem paper 1, or maybe not really straight, because we spent some time taking photos in the classroom since its our last time wearing school uniform in MJ. we sang quite a bit. my voice was damn nice yesterday, not trying to be bhb. but yeah, shernwhey made me sang 'Listen', which i thought it was rather well-attempted :D classic duets were sang. "Wu Ding"-Joanna & Me. "Ni Zhui Zhen Gui"-Shern Whey & Me. "Jian Ao", "Im Your Angel"-Love & Me. i realised i did not sing many songs that i wanted to because of the time constraint. but its okay, plenty of time for me to go ktv. (:

after kbox, some went home to change while some came my place straight. spent lots of time selecting horror movies which in the end kinda suck. feel so cheated by the stupid shutter. anyways, the girls were listening to me ranting while making the cheese fritters. i was rather upset with some issues. but yeah, like what they always say, i can never get angry with someone. its not that i dont wanna get angry, i just cant. argh. who cares. drinking is perhaps the best resort to forgive and forget. (: talking about that, i was so stunned that i could actually get drunk by those few cups of vodka. i didn remember myself drinking alot, but, yeah, got abit giddy. hahaha. its been a long time since i had that feel. pearlin so cannot drink. one shot. thats it. hahahaha. wenqi too. both of them went crazy. shernwhey and joel were disturbing them to the max. lols. WII got them crazy as well. i helped the girls to do their nails as well. sense of accomplishment. (: love helped me do my nails and yes, you really look damn hot when you painted my nails, especially for a girl like you. haha. do remember to do my nails until you feel that you have mastered the skills of manicure! in conclusion, they're just the most craziest bunch of kids that make me love them so so much. being with the mix band just make me feel so loved.

sleeping on the floor made me had bruises. how pathetic can that be. i know i kept rolling to the floor, but i couldn help it. the night was extremely cold and mummy was super sweet to get blankets for my girls. love you mummy. in the morning, the girls continued to play more WII and they're really mad. hahaha. i had to do lots of washing and clearing up in the morning which made me felt that i so can be a housewife. haha.

photos shall be uploaded tomorrow because laober has not uploaded them. my stupid camera was running low batt when i thought i charged it the last time i used it. argh. but still, many photos were taken and i cant wait to share them.

anyways, i met dear in the late afternoon to open our account for driving and for our facial. but but but, the stupid counter was closed and we have to make another trip down lar. ): facial was great. i fell asleep by the time auntie dorothy did the 2nd mask. but i was awaken by the extremely painful extraction which made my face filled with red blemishes now. i refuse to look into the mirror. suck.

tomorrow's going to be a shopping day. :D joy. and since it is held in city square, i have no worries of meeting people that i know with my horrendous face.
hello earth!
woohoo~
im super excited!
green is like a very nice colour to use to express my excitement. haha

i have been doing MCQ in the morning, and decided to take a break to blog. i have not completed though. 2002-2007 is like enough lar. i hope. hee.

im gonna meet my beloved quad in 1.5h time for lunch. i miss them so much because we just didn see each other during the As period when we're in the same school. how sad can that be. so we decided to dine together before the end of my last paper! :D

im listening to lovely songs now that im so going to sing later. im drinking lots of water so that my voice will be nice later. hahaha.

anyways, my body is aching. went gymming yesterday with love and ber. trained my abs and biceps and blah blah blah. there shall be frequent gym sessions with my dearies during this holiday so that i can shape up and my stupid idiot brother will not look down on me! btw, thanks love for listening to my complains yesterday night. i just read your blog and yah, i think you are so going to die at my place at night. shall i prepare a home-made coffee for you? (:

today is an ultimate cam whore day. with ber taking 48% and me taking 96% of the photos. hahaha. funfun. i hope my camera doesn die on me... :X
okay, i just finished writing a reply letter for love, who is currently enjoying Avenue Q now. its been a long time since i've written letters. it used to be my hobby in tkgs when i started to write to seniors and juniors. after writing the letter, i am like loving it lar. writing letter is like the sweetest thing to do can... :D

its finally down to the last paper! woohoo~~~

econs was not that bad today, but still difficult. and plus my discussion with gor just now, i think my paper two will not be well done. ):

i hope the weather will be fine tomorrow because im meeting laober in the morning for a swim. its been a long time since we swim together lar... and yes, its going to be a MCQ Marathon day tomorrow as well. love asks if i wanna join them tomorrow because cute boy will be there too. haha. ohwells, i shall decide again if love calls me tonight after the musical since the original plan was starbucks @ tamp and not east point. but im sure somebody is dying to go east point. :X

thank you my dearest wenqi for accompanying me to fix my phone! i should have taken train back with you to pasir ris lar. 27 was damn packed and i had to stand throughout the journey! ):

and yays, i finally ate my mr bean today! (: cant wait for more mr bean which love and gab are going to treat me! hee...

clement just experienced my bhb-ness. now he understands how longyao feels. haha. who call you say that im not a babe! hahaha.

okay, im going to bathe now. i hate the weather but i love it at the same time because i'll have a good night sleep tonight (: its finally down to the last two papers - econs paper 1 and chem paper 1
yesterday's chem was okay but some careless mistakes being made still! ): econs was really bad. and i seriously mean bad. the questions are so unexpected. i kept telling myself to calm down, but still, i was feeling rather panicky during the paper. ohwells, its over.

okay, lets talk about some exciting stuff thats gonna start in TWO days time. (:
14/11 - KBOX at downtown straight after chem! so exciting. i cant wait to sing lar. i have been dying to sing since dunno when. and the best part is, even joel, the stupid boy who always refuse to come along with us, is joining us! haha. after that, most prob we'll all go home to wash up before they come my place for PJ PARTY!
15/11 - meeting dear for facial and threading. yippees.
16/11 - shopping at city square with mummy and ah yi. mummy was being irritating yesterday by asking me to pay for my own shopping stuff. how can you do that lar. im gonna be poor kid till i work lor. :/ anyways, that day would be a special day for someone too. (:
17/11 - dear, want go out?
18/11 - shopping in town with the girls
19-20 - no plans
21/11 - shopping again at vivo with the girls
22/11 - ms lim's wedding. :D love, cant you just not go for the race? ):
calling tracy and all NEL dudes and my beloved 414!!! wanna come my place on 23/11 for my mummy's awesome home cooked food and some fun?
24/11 - SENTOSA!
25-30 - working........

and yes, today will be a very fun day for my love. enjoy yah? i thought somebody say that she wont think too much into her dressing. lols.

and omg, i need to start on econs now!!!
this goes out to those who took students who took EM, AM, and H2 Maths!

if you guys wanna know the grade that most probably you would get for maths, do check out http://www.exampaper.com.sg/mr-loi-the-a-level-tutor/a-level-h1h2-maths-salvation-has-come-to-the-temple#comment-16105
Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, and ends with a teardrop.
It takes a couple of seconds to say hello, but forever to say goodbye.
The heart was made to be broken.

8 November 2007 its another day spent at starbucks, not the airport one, but the one located at compass point. i dont know if its just me, or does the coffee tastes extremely sweet today. i still prefer a stronger expresso taste. anyways, today's update is mainly about whats probably gonna happen on 14 nov after chem! after talking to the phone with laober just now, we've decided to have... *drum rolls...

PAJAMAS PARTY!
wahahaha. isn that fun? we're all gonna wear the most funniest or chachad pajamas that we have on that night! (: here's the details:
location: MY HOUSE
time: TBC
dress code: anything.
things to bring: a set of pajamas. entrance fees (since my house is like filled with fun activities that you wont be able to find outside). batteries (just in case my wii controllers die). money (because there's gonna be mahjong table available after As). food (my house does not have junk food for those who came my house before and know my eating habits).
some stuff that can be done at my place would be, WII. MAHJONG. DRAMA SERIALS MARATHON(specially for my girls). DVD watching(since the boys wouldn enjoy the stuff that the girls are going to watch). CARD GAMES. DRINKING(2 big bottles of vodka available).

so exciting right? hee. but whether the event will be held will depend on the rest. :/

today seems to be a day to discuss about post As activities. wusuan and i were talking about it at starbucks too. cheeri, if you are reading my post, could you please book a chalet(hopefully aranda because there's mahjong table there) for the eighters? hee...
dear and i are gonna go for facial and threading too. (:

sheena is so in need of money for post As events.
wells, i am listening to 987 and its playing love story which makes me happy! (:

day 4
MATHS PAPER 2
it was a much better paper than paper one. shernwhey was like so confident lar. haha. anyways, thanks for teaching me the invT thingy though it didn come out. haha. still, i had questions that i did not know how to do ): whatever.

im in fear of running now. but im going to run on sunday if i do not get lazy. wanna have a swim on monday too since its been some time i got under the sun.

ohvola's newest spree so did not attracted me because mummy doesn want me to get dresses anymore ):

i want to watch quantum of solace!!!

gab and shern went shopping ):
shopping spree with my girlfriends shall start like real soon.
job offers like working at the airport and working at simlim square are being rejected because, mum feels that i need to learn something during this hols and i do not want to work at simlim due to some reasons. haha. so the plan now would probably be working part time at love's aunt's place and giving tuition.

i need to start practising econ like now.
nearly died from the run just now.
faints.
still feel queasy but im gonna live strong.

thanks love
you played a part in saving my life (: i am here to blog before i start on stats!

summary of day 3
CHEM PAPER 3
it was okay... and i was super stress during the paper when i see tracy writing very fast. haha. i must learn to calm myself down. anyways, to me, its like the best out of all the papers ive taken, although i made some careless mistakes. ): still, this paper boost my confidence for the remaining ones. mummy was glad when i told her it was an ok paper. i know she was rather upset when i told her my maths was cui. gor was happy for me too. mum happy + gor happy = sheena happy (:

im rather upset with my complexion though. i never had break out on my cheek areas and now there's this red blemish there. rah. im rather affected by it because As had made my dark circles more obvious than ever and more break outs too! ): i need facial desperately which i know dear and i are going for it once we've completed As. haha. we were talking for hours after maths paper on tuesday for like 3h plus? i really miss her and i realised that i wasn with her when she was upset. but its okay, we're going to make up for the times we were busy with mugging in 8 days time! those 3h wont enough.

i really want As to end. like now!
the girls were talking about going out just before the start of chem today. and most prob, we're going to go ktv STRAIGHT AFTER SCHOOL. this means that we're going out in school uniform!!! faints. ohwells. since its the last day of us wearing it, it would be quite fun cam whoring in it. (though i prefer wearing my pretty clothes. haha. but then again, sheena looks good in anything. LOLS) if longyao ever reads this post, he's so going to disturb me for my bhb-ness. hahaha. by the way, gabriel was like hello sexy when i was talking to love on the phone, and i was like aren im suppose to be cute instead? so he said, hello sexy and cute instead. you know what that means, SAC! hahaha. if SAC ever makes a jersey or what so ever (which i doubt so because the jacket has cost us quite a bit and we're suppose to save up for our jap trip which i think is going to be changed to diving in bangkok due to recession), i shall use that instead of my super act cute. haha. okay, i think im good at side tracking. i miss SAC lar. i want ktv and mahjong with them, not forgetting to drink with them because they never fail to bring up my age. hahaha.

im so good at thinking about activities after As. (:

daddy is going to get a new car for mummy because her car is super old and died on her 2 days back. i was talking to the car yesterday night hoping that it wouldn die on me during my As because i cant afford to be late for As. haha.

okay, i realised ive been wasting the past 10 min typing this post. and the prawn noodle that ive ate for lunch has a layer of oil when i just looked at it. disgusting. please do not rain today so that i can run later in the evening.

ciao~
the maths paper was tough. real tough. im really considering the option of retaking As. i rather do well than getting into a course that i dont like. but still, im still carry a hope of doing real well in paper 2. ohwells, i shouldn think too much for now i guess.

one side of me wishes that love would follow her heart and do what she thinks its right for her. the other side of me wishes that love wouldn leave us and continue to be with us for the next 10 days. i know for sure that things would be different without her. but, i want her to be happy.

love just sent me a message saying that she might just finish her papers (:
*jump for joys
*claps claps
*grins

really hope she doesn changes her mind on thurs morning, since...
"People are people,
And sometimes we change our minds."

and you do not skip econs okay!
ps: you do not hide your feelings because of your ego okay. told you that since like dont know when. and yet your still like that. dont make me use the B word on you!

dear jiemei, jiayou jiayou. dont be upset already okay. cheer up cheer up! just chiong all the way. we're all in these together so dont get disheartened by what has been done already okay. love you always.

sighs. gor just said that i dont seem positive to As at all. rah. dont try to demoralize me now!
just when everyone is mugging for maths, i am here blogging. i just had to type some stuff before im back to maths.

ohwells, today is the start of As for many of us. i had very bad exam anxiety last night. but i got over it as soon as i fell asleep. haha

summary of day 1
GP
paper 1-ok
paper 2-cui
GEOGRAPHY
qns 1-cui
others-ok

wenqi just asked me a good question that sets me thinking. ciao.
mum says,
做不完的工作
sheena says
读不完的书

less than 12 hours to the first paper
all i can say is, lets do it man.

to all my girlfriends, eighters, quaddie, qin ai de, mix band, 414...
ALL THE BEST!

stupid love. you do not ignore me 10.5h before our first paper! sheena just had a conference talk with love and longyao for 2h 41min and 17s

caffeine really keeps one awake but im gonna force myself to sleep now

its another day of mugging tomorrow

see you guys


by the way, one of the topic we talked about was the trust that we can give our friends
i just wanna say that i trust my girlfriends so much that i wonder how much i can trust my boyfriend next time. haha. wells, not to think about that for now

snooze.
ps: i hate to sleep at 2 plus am because monday will be damn tired for me :(