while waiting for daddy to pick me up for lunch, i shall blog since there's seriously nothing for me to do. but then again, time is running short for lunch since im suppose to meet dear at 1pm, and the time now is 12:56. but i did tell her that im gonna be late, so im not so mean okays? haha. the thing now is, movie starts at 1:50, so i seriously doubt i have time for lunch, conclusion, im gonna skip lunch.

anyways, i was reading gor's blog about him finding out that i hate him and stuff. its so funny when he said that we're in a love/hate relationship. haha. people who knows me will know that i'll always say that i love my gor, but when something happens, i'll say that i hate him. to my dearest gor, the hate part only happens once in awhile. the indicator is at the love meter most of the times you know. considering that you killed a big cockroach for me and that you're getting me E71 in 2 days time, I LOVE YOU ONE MILLION TIMES MORE THAN EVER. you are still an important man in my life. awww.... so sweet of me...

okay, daddy just called and he's still on CTE. i dont understand why he has such bad sense of timing. i should have eaten proper breakfast so that i wont starve later. ohwells, diet diet.

i shall conserve my energy and stop typing for now. shall be back at night with lovely photos (:
i have been exploring my choices, Accounting or OT?

JCU seems to be a good choice to go if i cant get into NTU's Accounting because they dont require an A level pass for GP, which i most probably flunk it. but seriously, i bet they'll look at GP's grade too. alternatively, i may consider MDIS Bachelor of Science in Accounting and Finance.

i can just picture how disappointed my family will be if i dont get into NTU, NUS, SMU or OT.

):

i dont wanna think so much, im just gonna enjoy my day tomorrow (i mean today) with dear, quad and a very short while with my boy.
just came home from hougang mall.

had a short afternoon with love at hougang. it was nice to have her company since i was feeling real bored and her message came in at the right time. we ate junk food, and i swear ive never touched calbee and cheese fries for ages. haha. but it was super shiok. not feeling sinful at all. wahahahaha. we sat down and talk talk talk... lovely. and ya, love actually cycled down to hougang. she's super power. love walked me home as usual. thanks babe.

shern lim, be nice and buy canon printer! haha.

i love my girlfriend.

i love him too, though he totally forgotten about our date.
went out with daddy for lunch today. he brought me to eat porridge which made me feel better since i was suffering from flu. anyways, i reminded him of the camera that i wanted. gonna check out T77 or T700 is better on saturday with daddy cos he wants to get a projector. (:

gor is getting me E71 on monday if nothing goes wrong. hope he keeps his promise.

pizzas for dinner were great but im filled with carbo now. ):
i shall write real lil today cos there's 398249845 photos below. and i shall be watchful for what i say from now onwards cos gor and cat have found my blog!!! hahaha.

so here's what i did today, BAKING!
the brownie obviously was good, but not as good as love's. its okay, its the effort and love being put in more important which i do hope the people that i bake for can feel it. (:
but, i shall not bake for the time being cos ive really spent ALOT. now i understand how love feels when she says her capital for baking is running low.

here's the reason why i have so many photos to be displayed today.
LOVE IS CRAZY. she wanted to take photos?! yeaps, people who know her would know that she HATES taking photos. but yet, she's so willing to cam whore today. i guess, she's just being a happy girl. haha.

sheena is a happy girl today too. her bonus came! :D
YOU make it real for me...










after millions of such shots, we finally agreed on 2 to be up on our blogs.


this is how love will look when she gets REAL FAT.

and i had to take one too. XD which i know wont come true on me, cos love said that i grew skinnier. HAHA.

stupid shot.





i love my camera, but i want T77 still.

cheesecake brownie (: HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOLANDE!
here's a special message for you:
you've been a GREAT friend these years, and though we've only known each other for 2 years plus, YOU ARE A DARLING! i love you so so much. thanks for being there at all times through my ups and downs. updates will shall be shared with you at all times. gambatte for your last paper tomorrow, you can do it! after that, we shall have stayover at my place some day yeah?
LOVE LOVE LOVE <3

i got to be a pre-schooler teacher today at kumon. it was an enriching experience with the lil ones, especially with my new fav kid, si en. i dont remember me asking for sweets when i was so in kindergarten. apparently, most kids kept asking for sweets. those who didn ask like my lil si en were still given sweets cos they're just so adorable. im gonna teach them again on thursday, how exciting! :D sadly, then i wont be able to teach my fav pri sch kid, trina, who was being observed by kumon HQ today. so poor thing.

i finally know who is shervian. he's really the most horrendous kid ive seen, and i gave him a scolding cos i think he's very attitude. whine and whine and whine. rah. now i know why they say he's a headache.

i was given packing and cleaning up duties today. sians.
but at least i know that i do not need to work on 28/02, 02/03, 07/03! YAYS.
pasar malam at potong pasir is a joy. i shall eat kueh tutu on thursday! (:

tomorrow its baking day! and the thing to ensure that my baking turns out fine is that, since shernwhey can do it, so can i! i just hope that the beater doesn get it my way. hahaha.
just came back home from a movie cum work visit with wencong. tired...... but he's more tired than me. you better be asleep by 1230am!

we watched pink panther 2 at ehub. quite a funny movie, considering the number of times i laughed, but he says that my sense of humour is super low. haha. and he could guess the plot super well, and i swear this is not the first time he made a right guess. next time we should watch a super high intelligence movie like, i cant think of one now, so that i wouldn need to say that he's smart so many times. hahaha. anyways, we wont suppose to catch that movie, our original plan was to watch 'he's just not that into you', but he was late. ohwells, i forgave him cos he's a sick boy who still came out with me. haha. i wonder when we're gonna catch the movie!

we ate super lil stuff today, namely, yogurt@yogurt place (yummy!), 2 bottles of plain water, sushi, waffle and fruit juice. the waffle was a disappointment, i still remember how nice it was back in tkgs where the chocolate just leaked like crazy. now, its like, normal. so, hougang waffle is back to number one!

we had a lil talk in the bus to parkway, i held back my tears successfully! :D
your somesort assurance comforted me (:

the wind is super against me today. everywhere i go, non-natural wind has to come by to blow my dress up. super unglam. but yes. even wencong thinks so too. lols.

by the way! I AM WORKING FOR IT SHOW 2009 AT SUNTEC, 12-15 MARCH. feel free to drop by and say hello. i'll be selling canon printers this time round. its time for me to upsell CANON, say goodbye to hp. haha.

sheena is tired... and her work starts at 2 tomorrow which is like ...
a hot tau hwey after work is gonna be nice (:
omg, gor just said that he has aquathalon tomorrow. GG. i totally forgotten about the tri suit that i wanted to get for him. bad sister!
thank you darlings for the messages and etc, im fine already, really.

FRIDAY
i went to cut hair in the morning. its back to my usual fringe, so i look super guai again. met twin in the afternoon for shopping. i swear she's crazy, more shopaholic than me okay. she bought 5 pairs of shoes?! faints. i bought 2 dresses for $30. quite worth it i think. saw this lovely bag at $36 but didn get it in the end ): im still missing it, but i guess i need to save. i hate to be out in town with a sore throat cos i cant eat anything! rah. but the liangcha han cooked did made me feel better! (:
jiemei jio for zirca cos they were having this free entrance thing if we wore school uniform. but i rejected. told twin about it, and suddenly, we're craving for parties.

TODAY
junior bai looks dead in the morning when i woke up to feed hammys. i didn dare to touch it cos it really looks dead. thank god after i groom myself, i saw it moving. haha. i love the kids at kumon, they never fail to make me smile. but my fav kids aren here today ): went to teach shiying SUMMATION later on. i hate that topic seriously, and i cant remember a single thing about it other than MOD. and her GC is super weird, lazy to upload photos to display, but its weird. other than its lightness, there's nothing good about it. haha. there seems to be alot of food at starbucks to eat, but i didn want to risk my throat for good food.
twin messaged and said that her parents wouldn be in town from 19 March, i can see the party word coming.

caroline messaged to ask me to report for work at 2 on monday to do packing. sians. which means im gonna starve for a longer time :/
i wish that i knew him through gfs
i wish that he wouldn be so shaken easily
i wish that things would go our way without interference
i wish that i can be less attitude to him
i wish that he knows that im not blaming him
i wish that we're not quarreling because of what he has done
i wish that my tear duct is having a drought

im trying to be strong, and not let my emotions affect my work later.
my fear of being thrown aside has led me into...

having the most terrifying nightmares ever
waking up in tears

and just when my fairytale stopped with a not so happily ever after ending
i find myself having a splitting headache, sorethroat and flu. ):


mummy is super cute, she asked gor, 他的为人怎样.

but 他 never reply my message.
its baking with love next tuesday :D

im being a very nice sister, cos gor said the cheesecake brownies that love baked are nice so im baking for him myself. gosh, where he find such a sister lor. and wencong shall have the honour to eat the brownies too, and perhaps the first since i'll be at tamp.

sheena is such a lovely lady.
im trying to make a choice out of these 2 backpacks since shopping makes me free from unnecessary thoughts...
first up is marc jacobs' marc fist backpack, followed by NUM backpack in pink.

sleeping at 6am in the morning gets me very nua for the rest of the day.

its another session with gor and cat.

girlfriends, please talk to me. just gotten back home from huiying's birthday celebration. it was a lovely night out with the ladies, and i swear our laughters are horrible. the service at pizza hut sucks to the max, i doubt i'll return there for meals. but i think, we've created enough noise pollution there too. haha. i love the girls very very much! our extremely little similarities have brought us even closer than ever. we left for open plaza, talking, gossiping, laughing as usual until huiying's bf came to pick her up. so sweeeeeeet.

watched the curious case of benjamin buttons with wencong in the afternoon. it was a nice movie, though abit long and not as fantastic as i thought it would be. maybe cos the seats aren really comfortable... but it was nice having someone holding my hands throughout the movie (: though that person apparently did not take the liangcha that someone specially bought for him. ohwells.

thank you love for listening to me, you know i love you and im not trying to be gay. your words of wisdom are in my mind now, and it shall be forever and ever. haha.
kumon kids are so cute that they make me feel very happy by looking at them smiling at me so sweetly.

wencong made me feel even happier by making a surprise visit at kumon. thanks for the lovely surprise, i really didn expect you to send me home. thanks for the milo. thanks for making me feel like a lil princess. there's really lots of stuff that i wanna thank you, but yi4 yan2 nan2 jin4.

i really feel very protected by you tonight, especially when you hold me in your arms.

幸福!
people are asking me questions once i came online.

okays, so here's something for him to know cos when someone asked me if i would rather what gor did or what he did for me. and after giving some thoughts to it... obviously its what he's doing for me right... whatever gor did is good, but whatever he did for me cannot be compared with gor's. (:

just wanna tell you that, you've done a very good job already. stop thinking that u didn though i kept saying that you got no qing qu. whats most important is that, we both had a great time together and i really feel very xin fu already (: i dont want you to feel so stressed up in getting me happy. compromise remember? i will love what ever you are doing for me. :D here's a special message to that person who kept trying to get something out of me today.

i hate to let you know how i feel, but apparently you know already because everytime you say something sensitive, i will blush. so yeah... sorry for letting you to take cab home again. but i really do enjoy the moments that we're spending together though there always seem to have interruptions from my family. when you say that you like it when i lie on your shoulders, although i didn say it out, but i like it too and i was really really happy to hear it. at times when you hold my hand or put your hand behind my back, its also really really nice though its just for a few seconds.

just wanna tell you that tonight's so called confession night was really a very sweet thing, and now that your phone has no batt, we cant message each other ):

stop saying that i'll miss you when i think you'll miss me even more (:

ps: i really love the flowers! didn expect it, so it was a lovely surprise. it would be better if we've taken a photo together on this special day which we didn ):
HAPPY VALENTINE EVERYONE! (:

this shall be my part one post of vdae, displaying my preparation of vdae for wencong who is currently working ):


these were taken when i was at QAD's clubhouse, making a vdae card for him. and the outcome of the card is...

i really did my best, hope you'll like it. and i know you do, though you're not good at expressing (:

here's the part two present that im gonna give him later in the night.


yeaps, its cookies!

but apparently, they didn turn out as good as i thought it would be. firstly, baking wasn exactly successful at love's place. secondly, the batter turned soft very quickly once i thaw it. thirdly, the cookies didn taste as fabulous. ): im super sad, they're suppose to be the ones accompanying him while he studies for his tests on friday. now i dont even know if he's gonna like them... sighs... its my turn to worry if you'll like my part 2 gift.


isn this gorgeous? thats only like 60 balloons. sounds alot, but looks very lil. this was what gor did for cat.


a very nice surprise for cat.

and i lied when i said i wasn envious, but you know, whatever you are doing for me is as good too.
here's what wencong did...

and of course my fav song that you recorded for me (though you were out of tune at some parts, i still love it because its the thought that count). i demand my 1000 piece jigsaw puzzle the next time round! :D
i wish i can be less smart, i seem to be able to guess what he's doing for me even before i see the thing. wells, at least i do not know what my part 2 gift will be. haha.

i love the moments that we spend together, few hours before valentine, first couple of hours of valentine and the last few hours of valentine that we're gonna spend together later, AWESOME (:
time seem to fly very fast when we're together. with the curfew set by gor, we seem to cherish our time together even more. being a very nice girl, i shall make my way down to parkway. more memories to be jotted down today... though you do not wish to take cab back today...
sheena is blogging from love's place while her love grooms herself... hahaha... its gonna be a picture post, so i shall write real lil...

here's me and QAD's shopping stuff... mainly her stuff actually.. haha... going out with QAD will make me end up having a new dress. babe, stop thinking of that 2 dresses already. wait for sales! haha.

following pictures are some photos taken in my camera, at hyatt hotel.





i look rather dumb, zilian while talking to love on the phone

QAD, exclusively.

here are some photos taken with QAD's camera



kisses at gelare

im totally in love with this girl.

so does she.

















i look so weird, talking on the phone plus cam whoring.





ultimate cam whores on the way back home.

gonna meet this lovely lady again on thursday, to do our V stuff (:

just came back home from gor's vdae rehearsal, sounds gay. haha. i shant reveal what he's doing until that day, and i shall take photos of it. gor is such an expert in this kinda thing, seriously.

its another round of ktv session tomorrow, with a new group of people.
its gonna be lovely, gfs would know why (: