caught marley and me with my darls. very good movie. cried like an idiot, while my darls just teared. now my eyes are already feeling tired from the crying, think tonight and tomorrow will be worse. chilled at fondu, i love the fondue bento (: we took photos, but i looked super cui after all the crying. and we've all lost our tan lines ): we're very fair now... evidence shall be shown soon, lazy to upload the pictures. we left for macs to chill yet again. very emo-ish, with the songs and the rain :/ we went back home soon after that cos i had to be home for dinner.

waiting for my dinner now before heading down to kembangan.

its less than 24 hours, to be exact, 19 hours.

seriously, i think i can count the number of times a smile appear on my face today. my mind is filled with it. f f f f f, why do we need to go through such torture when studying for it is really tough enough. i need to be brave. like what gor said in the morning, you only worry when you do not know whats gonna happen, but you do! there's only 3 outcomes, good, average, bad. sounds very logical, but i just cant help to worry. i hate what im going through. i rather be taking exams forever without knowing my results. okay, this sound really stupid, why would i take exams for nothing. im so being f-ing dumb. dad told mum to tell me to zi dong call him tomorrow. but i doubt i'll do so, im gonna be a nobody tomorrow.