i am in a super angsty mode, IT show came at such a bad time that it has screwed up my application, screwed up my visits to open house. super f up. ms tan left for her holidays and i am going to submit my essay after just one draft cos the teacher apparently did not email me back with any comments of my second draft. screw her. i have to collect my testimonial and cca records myself cos shern didn help me do so. i have like freaking many things to do tomorrow when im so tired. cant even take a proper rest. gonna break down any time already. its not as if my mood has been very good to make me feel better that i have to so many last minute stuff. f it.

top 5 things that will always happen at it show
1. people step on my foot. seriously, i dont understand why people cant be more careful
2. people who are not even interested in the printers walk into the printers area. hello, are they blind. cant they see that its already so jammed up and they still have to squeeze with people who wants to buy.
3. trolleys get OOS. why doesn the number of stock tally with the number of printers.
4. stocks get OOS. and other dealers which have the stock will take your customers away.
5. people steal your customers, even if they're from the same company.

likes and dislikes about it show 2009
1. i love it when my friends come and visit me at show. big thanks to those who came over and say hi or talk to me. especially clement who comes over everyday. he always finish work earlier than me, can slack more than me, and doesn need to worry about commission.
2. i love it when my friends are working with me. hugs to yol and peiyun. you guys did a very good job. so proud of you guys. jia did a fantastic job too, we're still very good partners when it comes to it show.
3. i did not had an answer to, why your bf never come and find you when your are working at the show together. its as though im not attached, i hate that kind of feeling and the consequence is very negative. best friends would know. and the worst thing is, my dearest brother had to rub my wound with salt.
4. i love knowing more people, making more friends. this has resulted me getting to hear more and more people saying that me and gor look super alike.
5. i broke a pen that i have so much feel in writing with it.