today's finally the day of the release of A level results.

ive gotten straight Bs except for GP which i got a D. im rather happy with my results, considering that i was really afraid that i would fail GP and Econs. i cried like a baby from the moment i received the slip.
let me describe how i receive my results. i was like the first to take from mstan cos everyone didn dare to step forward. i decided to act brave and stepped forward since i had to receive it no matter what. so i signed the paper for receiving the college album, and at that moment, i couldn sign nor write my date properly cos i was shivering. then, mstan asked me to stand by her side. i regretted stepping forward plus joanna started to cry which made me wanna cry. i held the college album and tears were like swelling up in my eyes. mstan asked, very scared ar? so i was like, yeah. while i was sniffing away, she passed me the slip and i cried out loud immediately. i didn know what got into me, i was just very agitated. the girls didn know if i cried was because my results were good or bad. i just kept crying and crying, all the hugs just came in. i know i was very unglam, but whatever. they were saying that, no matter what my results were, i'll still cry. i wont deny that actually. hahaha.

a big thanks to the girls who stood by me since yesterday, calming me down by gossiping about random people. it really helped to distract me alot. i really love them. the stayover at joanna's place was great, though the weather was really bad. we slept at between 230-3? pearlin slept at a very late timing which i dont even know. joanna woke up super early and woke us up to eat breakfast that she made for us which is butter and sugar toast. fattening but nice (: thanks sweetie. left her place at around 11 to city hall for lunch. we ate at shokudo bazaar. it looks as though we're so not worried. haha. after that, we went to shop around at raffles place and city link. i bought a tee with pearlin. its very nice. many guys wear it, but hardly i see girls with it. i wanna buy havaianas badly.

i would like to thank those who have wished me luck in one way or another, namely mummy, gorgor, cat, SAC, my friends (too many to be named, even those whom ive not spoken to for eons messaged me too) and my baby boy who sent the sweetest message ever.

i would like to thank my teachers, ms tan, ms lim, mr wong, mr patrick and mr tan for all the help and guidance they have given. although there are times that i pon school, escape consultations, did not put in effort in doing tutorials especially geog, they never give up on me! thank you thank you thank you.

i would like to thank my friends who were there during my jc period.
to my mix band, i'll miss the times that we spend together especially during recess. thinking of the times that we ate together, playing 5 10 15 20 to see who clears the plate, cheat in order to get shernwhey to lose, talking about the most random topic ever, playing blackjack when we're suppose to be studying, laughing at mrpatrick's accent, laughing at someone's laughter, sabo-ing people, and many many more. thank you shernwhey for giving me faith in chemistry, pushing me indirectly. i'll miss how you never fail to bastard me in school everyday. haha. thank you joel for helping me in my studies. your great improvement in maths was my motivation to work even harder. haha. i'll miss the goodies like godiva chocolate or nice pocky that you always bring to class. thank girls for all the lovely memories that you're have given me. all the toilet trips, bitching, mugging period were great. im really proud that mix band has did a fairly good job for our As. we may be like the slackest in class, but the way that we pushed each other made us do rather decently. MIX BAND FTW! :D
wenqi, hope you're feeling much more better already? cheerups okay? we'll always be here. dont hide your feelings to yourself. if anything, just give us a ring, let us know how you're doing yeah? we love you! <3
love, you are super zai to get a B for econs when you even had the time to write a letter to me. haha. really proud of you cos you performed better than your expectations. (:
to wusuan and keyi, although we hardly study together even though we're in the same school, everytime we see each other, the words and hugs to encourage each other were awesome. it wouldn be the same if you guys weren in mj.
jiemei, i hope you're feeling better too. im sure there's still chances for you to get into local uni. SIM is possible too. dont think too much and just try your luck in all the uni first. no matter what happens, me and wusuan will be right here for you. love love love <3
to my darlings (peiyun, huiying, kaiwei), nice job man! we never ever study together, but when we're together, the school will be filled with laughter. haha. you guys never fail to make me smile. you guys are so being loved by me. see you babes on tuesday for an awesome night.
to dear (omg, now i feel so weird calling you and my baby dear), thanks for studying with me at AMK library. i'll miss the times that we tsk at those who made noise at the library, bitched about people. haha. good job for your As too.

thumbs up to those who got 3As and above, namely tracy, longyao and sijia.

thank you gor and jie for getting me the dress as a form of congratulating me. really sweet of you two. all the encouragement that you guys have given me are greatly appreciated. i love you two very very much.

thank you my baby boy for being there with me when i whined and whined and whined cos im really scared about As. sorry for making you worried with me even though you are not taking the results. im really happy that you were there when i needed you though you wont able to share my joy today. you should be thankful that my results aren bad, if not i'll hate you for not being with me when i need a shoulder to lie on. hahaha.

ohman, i feel so loved by the world. daddy and mummy are gonna bring me out for lunch tomorrow to "celebrate" my results plus their wedding anniversary. im not being extra cos im their love product. hahaha. after that, im gonna spend my day with baby boy before he leaves me alone in singapore for THREE days ):

sorry for the ultra lengthy post.