so, i was at arena for their ladies' night yesterday. the bouncer said, code for ladies was to "dress to kill". apparently love is too manly, so she had to pay entrance fees. arena was great, though the chef uncle wasn around so we couldn get extremely discounted finger food (his sister was around, so we did get slightly cheaper food). arena's finger food was so so only, and was overpriced + overcooked.

drank 8 martinis, wanted to drink 10, but i couldn afford to drink anymore. i know that i couldn hold my liquor as good as before ever since... i guess it'll soon be back to before, if i continue to drown myself in alcohols.

i think i have cried so much that i cant get back the eyes that i used to have. i need to put eyeliner so that i look normal. i need to be in a cheery state so that mummy wouldn sense that im upset. i seem to be another sheena now. even love says that i need to go back to the old sheena. im in search for that bimbotic, bubbly, bitchy, blur sheena.

to the girls, thanks for being there yesterday. i know you girls were tired yet you're accompanied me to drink. i really love you girls very very much. thanks for all the support, advice and help. thanks for being there when i cry, thanks for making me smile, thanks for getting my martinis. thank you thank you thank you. you girls make me feel very very loved even though i may have lost the love i thought i had.

to those who have shown their concerns, thank you. im trying to be strong. and i will, no matter how much time it will take. i am going to work at vivo from 7-10 April, 13 April, 5-9pm, Canon Roadshow, so as to keep myself occupied. you can show your support by dropping by and say hello.

to my gor and cat, thanks for standing by and always checking if im alright. i love you guys alot too. sorry gor if i sound very attitude to you, but you know i love you and its just the transition period. give me some time.

current state: sheena is giving him time to think, waiting for his answer.




terrible eyebags due to sleepless night and showers of tears.

glasses of martinis all dranked by sheena low.



i love them. <3






i wouldn kill myself that way, i dont wanna look bloated when im dead. plus, i can swim!




i look half-drunk :/
more ladies night shall be coming along.

by the way, CONGRATS TO TKGSSB. you girls rock for getting GWH for SYF.