when i was in malaysia...

i sat by my garden table, thinking and thinking.
that part of me left yesterday
the heart of me is strong today

i cooked dishes for daddy's guests, thinking and thinking.
remembering that i was supposed to cook you a Western meal
you were the assistant, i was the head chef

i laid on my bed, thinking and thinking.
so euphoric and weak
my tears will burn the pillow

i went for retail therapy, escaping and escaping.
shopped for hours. mummy got me a nike bag for school. bought tops and bottoms and shoes. breathless.

i need to say this, malaysia sells the cheapest kueh ever. i bought kueh salat for RM1.00 can. its so so cheap, and it tastes very good.
going for medical checkup tomorrow. hate to draw blood out ): gonna open an UOB account too. and work at night :/ omg, i still have not tell my instructor that i cant go kumon. im looking for two sureties for my scholarship. hopefully i'll receive positive replies from my cousins.

dear readers, please suggest a netbook that i should buy.

my dear told me this when we htht online:
YOU STILL HAVE US WHO LOVE YOU.
thank you babe. gambette for you too!