my heart is aching very badly. hen tong. i never thought i will be so upset about the death of my hammy. but looking at the cage that she lives in, im crying even more. i still have 9 hammys more. i dont think i can cry 9 more times like this. in pain. really want baby by my side. but i cant be so selfish. sighs. bb asks me to be strong cos im an ot. but im still a student taking ot ):